10/31/08 pictures

2008 october 31, friday

Happy Halloween!

Don't stop by my place for candy. I won't have any.


6 am - woke up. i turned on the TV for KTLA Morning News.

10 am - The View. I was about the turn it off. Everyone dressed up at the presidents.

11 am - ABC 7 news.

Noon - I Love Lucy.

1 pm - Days Of Our Lives.

2 pm - Hawaii Five-O

3 pm - Oprah Winfrey.

3:30 pm - The rent

4 pm - Ellen

5 pm - King Of The Hill

I ate some shrimp for supper.

6 pm- Family Guy.

7 pm - Extra.

I ate some bread with butter.

7:30 pm - Access Hollywood

8 pm - WWE Smackdown! What could I say? Most wrestlers I don't even know. The last time I regular watch was in the late 90's with THE ROCK!

8:14 pm - I turned down the TV very low. It was boring. I didn't want to hear it till something big happen. I watched some videos instead.

8:56 pm - I completely turned off the TV. Now, I know why I stop watching wresting. It's still boring as hell!

9:10 pm - brush my teeth.

10 pm - KTLA 5 news

11 pm - The Simpsons

11:30 pm - TMZ

12 Midnight - That 70's Show.

one week without miguel

one week without miguel

Today makes one week without Miguel.

The last time I saw him was last Thursday.

He stopped by to get his clothes and the money I stole from him.

But I quickly turned him away.

This past week have been so peaceful.

I am very happy.

By now, I thought Miguel will call me.

He have not.

Hopefully, Miguel is fixing up his life.

10/30/08 pictures

new apartment set up

This afternoon, I changed my apartment around. Really, the white couch and the stuff behind it. There were too much CRAP behind the white couch.

2008 october 30, wednesday

6:45 AM - woke up. I used the restroom.

7:04 AM - Front door opened.

7:15 AM - I turned on the laptop.

7:20 AM - Left home.

8:16 AM - I arrived at the post office. Most of them was trash. I only kept the phone bill and bank statement. I got the yellow card. No thanx. I had a feeling that Columbia House sent me a movie I DID NOT ORDERED. I hate when that happens.

8:18 AM - I went to the bus stop. I took some pics. I saw Rapid 704 coming. I ran to the bus. I got on the bus. There were hardly any people on the bus. I got off on Santa Monica/Western. I went across the street. I noticed a guy stanging against the wall, then he sat in front of the buildin! Damn! I want to take a pic of the building. I found out this month Tmobile took Hollywood Videos spot. That Hollywood Video store went out of business earlier this year or last year.

I went to Smart & Final. Some cereals was on sale. I brought Rice Krispies, Frosted Flakes & Cheerios. I spent $20.27. I didn't wait long for the bus.

9:22 AM - Home.

9:30 AM - Cheerios and milk.

9:33 AM - four episode of All In The Family, the 6th season.

11:16 AM - ABC 7 news.

Noon - I want to change my apartment around, but there is nothing much I could do. I don't have enough space and the stuff is too damn big. I will, at least, try.

white couch moves

12:50 PM - I'm done with changing the apartment around. It looked real nice. I will rest for a while till I take pics and videos.

1 PM - Days Of Our Lives.

2 PM - I muted the TV. I watched some videos on youtube. Rosie O'Donnel was on Martha Stewart. It was a repeat of last year's Halloween.

3:10 PM - I made some toast for lunch. Pete called me about the monitor. He think it is the computer, not the monitor. NO WAY! It got to be the monitor. I tried the old computer and the monitor won't work either. Pete suggested a full virus scan on the computer.

3:30 PM - Donna called. She wondered what happened to Today's blog. I explained I changed my apartment around. Really, the white couch and the stuff behind it. It didn't look good. Now, it looks much better. It's a nice improvement.

We mostly have the same subscribers on youtube - dreamer72fem, countrygoestotwon and others. I sent her Country's blog in the email. She didn't know he have a blog.

She mentioned she rescue dogs from the animal shelter. She doesn't want the dogs to put to sleep. He rescue three dogs this week. She will find them good homes.

Neither of us will get halloween candy. No one hardly stops by. She have a good excuse; she lives in the country. In my case, there is no point to buy candy. Last year, I brought two bags of candy and no one come. I ate the two bags with a little help from Miguel.

Donna is back on vloggerheads; she missed it. She told me about this one hater on VH. SAY WHAT! Renetto promised there won't be ANY haters on vloggerheads. Renetto! Please get rid of the damn haters. We don't need it on VH. Donna and I talked for a good 25 minutes.

4:23 PM - I posted a welcome picture for Donna on VH.

5:30 PM - ABC7 news

6 PM - Family Guy

6:30 PM - Pasta with barbercue sause.

7 PM - Frasier

7:48 PM - I made an video, one week without miguel.

8 PM - The Rocky Horror Picture Show on mynetworktv.

9:20 PM - laid down on the couch.

10 PM - news.

10/29/08 pictures

2008 october 29, wednesday

6:20 AM - woke up.

6:33 AM - I turned on the computer. I used the restroom. I sat at the desk. The monitor stll haven't come on. The blue light is blinking again. I have no ideal why that happen. It happened a few times before.

6:35 AM - I turned on the laptop. I can use it for the moment till the monitor comes on.

7 AM - Well, well, well. It's 7 AM. Hello! The damn blue light is still blinking. DAMN! I hoped I don't need to buy another monitor. This one cost a fortune. I really can't buy another one. I LOVE this monitor. It's a full screen. I don't like the wide screen. These days, no one is selling the full screen.

I wanted to take pic of the blue light. Hello! That was a very dumb and silly ideal! I won't capture the blinking light on the camera. I better use the camcorder instead.

7:06 AM - AlanDistro "noo!!!! 5AGs are ending!! its the best thing thats ever happend to youtube!!" - you all realize that we have personal channels too, right?

scareykatt @AlanDistro 5AGs is ending because of personal reasons? I do not MEAN drama either. I guessed no one have time any more for the channel.

7:40 AM - Wouldn't you know it? The damn monitor did NOT come on yet. I will turn it the computer off and film it.

7:43 AM - I turned it off. I will wait for a while.

7:52 AM - I was about to use the restroom again. The damn blue light was STILL blinking right after I turned the computer off nine minutes ago!

7:56 AM - I turned on the computer again. I taped it.

help! the monitor!

7:59 AM - It happened again. DAMN! DOUBLE DAMN!

9:12 AM - This past hour I tried to fix the monitor. No luck whatsoever. Even some people helped me online. I will take a break. I will try again after I get back from the store.

9:22 AM - grocery shopping.

10:07 AM - Home and sweating.

10:13 AM - South Park, the 5th season.

12: 16 PM - I watched 5 episodes. I put it on I Love Lucy.

12:18 PM - I turned on the computer. The monitor won't come on. DAMN!

12:27 PM - The blue light is back. It's blinking again.

1 PM - Days Of Our Lives

1:15 PM - I washed the dishes.

1:36 PM - I turned off the computer. I don't think I will mess around with it any more.

2 PM - I turned off the TV.

4:50 PM - No mail.

4:55 PM - I'm going back of sorting out very old AND useless papers. I did that this past hour or two.

6:45 PM - Shower

7:05 PM - Done with shower.

7:28 PM - Upload HELP! the monitor! video on youtube. Hopefully, someone can help me.

7:48 PM - coollike Had a nice walk on the beach, even though I mistook a rock for a person at one point and got scared xD

scareykatt @coollike I got you beat. I mistook a SNAKE for a stick. MY friend run as fast as he could. I stood FROZEN! his uncle came back with a gun.

8 PM - I deleted over 200 pics from my camera. I didn't have enough space to take more space this evening. Now, I take some pics of my hair. The hair is coming along nicely.

8:19 PM - Picture time! The pics turned out great.

8:24 PM - Honey sandwich for supper!

9:50 PM - brush my teeth.

10 PM - KTLA 5 news.

10:45 PM - Brian called about the monitor. He wanted to know what kind. I gave him the make. He looked for some information. He mentioned that other people have the same problem. He sent me a link.

I clicked on the link.

Ensure the computer is really sending a video signal. To bring the computer out of suspend mode: move the mouse, press the spacebar, and press the suspend button on the keyboard twice (the suspend button has an icon that looks like a quarter moon).

I followed the instructions to the T. Wouldn't you know it? It did not work at all. I switched the monitor, mouse and the keyboard to the old computer. Once again, IT DID NOT WORK! That sucks. Man, what did I do wrong?

12:08 AM - I umuted the TV. That 70's Show was on. Eiw! It was the last season. I don't like the new guy. They should have end the show when Togher Grace left after the second season.

12:30 AM - Everyone Loves Raymond.

12:40 AM - bed

Tomorrow's plans

This time, buy some cereal at Smart & Final. That reminds me. I need to put the card in the wallet. I will go to the post office in west hollywood first. I wanted to shop at Smart & Final this morning, but the damn monitor happened.

good night.

feeling guilty

feeling guilty

I did something stupid. I haven't hear from Miguel in a while. I stopped by Lucy's to see if he was there. He wasn't. In a way, I felt badly the way we left things on Thursday morning. He wanted to get some clothes and the money I stole from him. I turned him away quickly. We parted ways.

He forced my hands big time on Wednesday night. His drinking problem got me into BIG TROUBLE. Yesterday, I got my first apartment warning. I'm not worry about it. Miguel won't be coming around any more. He only got himself to blame. I mentioned over a million of times to stop coming to my place DRUNK! Yet, he kept on showing up DRUNK.

I kinda miss him, but not his drinking. I could do without it. I still think about him once in a while. I wondered what happened to him. Is he is in the hospital again? Was he kill? Did a car hit him? Did he move in with another friend? Is he in jail for intoxicated? WHO KNOWS?

I felt guilty. I felt reponsible too. I shouldn't feel either, but I do. I need to stop feeling responsible and guilty. It is quite hard. We have been together since 1999 on and off. We had lots of history.

I hoped I could run into him at Lucy's this evening. I don't have to talk to him. I could look at him, knowing he may not doing that well. Yes, I would cry secretly. Hopefully, he LEARNED his lesson by now and went to rehab.

10/28/08 pictures

first apartment warning

I got my first apartment warning on october 27, 2008, Monday.

On Wednesday October 22, 2008, at 8:30 PM a visitor of yours by the name of Miguel was standing outside the property, behaving in a drunken manner and yelling at people passing by.

At 1 AM, he was laying in the grass in front of the property virtually passed out.

His behavior is a violation of the lease and interferes with the peace and enjoyment of the other tenants.

In the past several months I have seen him yelling outside your door to the point where other residents and myself have to escort him out and have witnessed him trying to climb over the entrance gate, all while he was intoxicated.

This behavior can not be tolerated and since he is your guest, you are responsible for him.

If his behavior on the property continues, it will be considered a violation of your lease and will eventually result in the termination of your lease.

Please take this Notice as a formal warning that any future occurrences may result in your eviction.

You may respond and discuss this Notice with your Lesser if you wish to do so within 10 days.

hiv homeless wealthy information

This is the places that helped me throughout the years.

Good luck!


Path Homeless

PATH
340 N. Madison Avenue
Los Angeles, CA 90004
(323) 644-2200

or email them at path@epath.org.

See map.

If you are in need of client services please call (323) 644-2216 or email them at path@epath.org.


HIV Housing

Hollywood Community Housing, West Hollywood Community Housing, A Community of Friends & Project New Hope are HIV Housing.

You better call right now to get on the waiting list!


1) Hollywood Community Housing

Contact HCHC by snail mail, phone or email:

Hollywood Community Housing Corporation
1640 N. Wilcox Avenue
Hollywood, California 90028-6206

Phone: (323) 469-0710
Fax: (323) 469-1899

email: info@hollywoodhousing.org


2) West Hollywood Community Housing

To contact WHCHC by email
info@whchc.org

For Housing Opportunities
Please contact
WHCHC's 24-hour apartment hotline by telephone
for wait-list information at
(323) 650-8771 Ext. 2


3) Community Of Friends

A Community of Friends
3345 Wilshire Boulevard
Suite 1000
Los Angeles, CA 90010

Tel. 213.480.0809
Fax. 213.480.1788


4) Project New Hope

Project New Hope
1004 Echo Park Avenue
Los Angeles, CA 90026

Phone
(213) 250-9481

Fax
(213) 250-9531

email
lzweig@projectnewhope.org


HIV Service

1) APLA

The David Geffen Center
611 South Kingsley Drive
Los Angeles, CA 90005

213.201.1600 Main line
213.201.1500 Client line

View Map

Hours:
Monday through Friday
Check individual programs for times.

AIDS Project Los Angeles provides services at several locations that are convenient to major bus lines. Both APLA Dental Services and The David Geffen Center are near the Metro Red Line. Before traveling, be sure to call the office you are visiting to verify time and availability of services.


2) Being Alive

Being Alive People with HIV/AIDS Action Coalition

West Hollywood Office
621 North San Vicente Boulevard
West Hollywood, CA 90069

Phone: 310.289.2551
Facsimile: 310.289.9866

Email: info@beingalivela.org


3) LA GAY CENTER

McDonald/Wright Building
1625 N. Schrader Boulevard
Los Angeles, CA 90028-6213

Ph: 323-993-7400

Facilities at the McDonald/Wright Building:

Jeffrey Goodman Special Care Clinic
Pharmacy

Building Hours:
Mon - Fri: 9 am - 9 pm
Sat: 9 am - 1 pm (pharmacy only)
Sun: Closed

Note: Individual program hours vary

2008 october 28, tuesday

6:08 AM - I woke up. I went online.

I came across Kengi's embedded youtube video, LA's Skid Row, on vloggerheads. I looked at his blog. I learned he was HIV homeless. It was very heartbreaking. I walked in the same shoes many times before.

I gathered some wealthy information for an hour or two. I posted it on the VH.

I looked at more Kengi's videos and read more of his blog. Man, he ALREADY know the wealth of information. He got it going on. He is with APLA, LA Gay Center & Hollywood Community Housing.

I read his post, Thank you Vlogger Heads. Some thing caught my attention.

I’ve never had such a warm welcome from so many awesome people any place online. In fact I have been banned and kicked off many networks for my posting on homelessness, cancer, sickle cell and HIV and each time I am told the very basic same thing.

“Your posts are depressing and people are complaining about them and you.”

The last line got to me. I can relate to it quite well. Some people complained about me too. I left a message on his post.

“Your posts are depressing and people are complaining about them and you.”

some people basically say the same thing about my videos of my life with miguel!

the videos are ANOTHER outlet to express our feelings.

10:05 AM - The View

10:51 AM - Donna called again. She was very impressed with the hiv homeless wealthy information and the guy I came upon this morning. I sent her his youtube channel. She is affected by Kengi's struggles. She used to be homeless; we both can relate to him. She have a very good heart.

She likes to read my blog every day. THANX! Hmm, I have another reason to do the blog every day. People like Donna make it worthwhile to do the blog. People may live far away from each other; we still can relate and connect to each other on the web.

11 AM - ABC 7 news.

The TV was muted during the news; I just watched some videos.

1 PM - Days Of Our Lives.

1:15 PM - I'm making mac & cheese for lunch. I missed breakfast! Why am i cooking now? I'm planning to go grocery shopping this evening. I don't want to cook tonight. I will be tired too.

1:44 PM - Eating mac & cheese.

2 PM - Turned off the TV.

2:54 PM - I felt like a nap is coming on. I think I pop in a DVD and fall asleep.

2:55 PM - I closed the door. I used the restroom. I looked at some DVD. Even single time, it's hard to pick out a DVD. I have so many of them. I laid on my back and fell alseep.

3:21 PM - I settled on Good Times. That's what I need the most. Good Times!

3:23 PM - I popped in the DVD. I turned on the TV.

3:24 PM - I opened the door.

3:25 PM - I played the DVD. I laid on the couch.

4:45 PM - I finished 3 episodes of Good Times, the first season. I put it on ABC 7 news.

5:48 PM - Nothing in the mail. Miguel got something thou.

6 PM - I left for some water. I did something stupid. I haven't hear from Miguel in a while. I stopped by Lucy's to see if he was there. Nope, he wasn't. In a way, I felt badly the way we left things on Thursday morning. He wanted to get some clothes and the money I stole from him. I turned him away quickly. We parted ways.

He forced my hands big time on Wednesday night. His drinking problem got me into BIG TROUBLE. Yesterday, I got my first apartment warning. I'm not worry about it thou. Miguel won't be coming around any more. He only got himself to blame. I mentioned over a million of times to stop coming to my place DRUNK! Yet, he kept on showing up DRUNK.

I kinda miss him, but not his drinking. I could do without it. I still think about him once in a while. I wondered what happened to him. Is he is in the hospital again? Was he kill? Did a car hit him? Did he move in with another friend? Is he in jail for intoxicated? WHO KNOWS?

I felt guilty. I felt reponsible too. I shouldn't feel either, but I do. I need to stop feeling responsible and guilty. It is quite hard thou. We have been together since 1999 on and off. We had lots of history.

I hoped I could run into him at Lucy's this evening. I don't have to talk to him. I could look at him, knowing he may not doing that well. Yes, I would cry secretly. Hopefully, he LEARNED his lesson by now and went to rehab.

6:20 PM - Home

8 PM - It's The Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown

I was about to watch 90210. Come on. It is ALWAYS fun to watch the Peanuts every year. I can watch 90210 online tomorrow or the next day. I'm glad I watch The Peanuts. Another "lost" Peanuts special followed.

8:30 PM - You're Not Elected, Charlie Brown.

I don't remember seeing that 1973 special. It is a lesser known Peanuts special. I learned that Woodstock made his first ever appearance on this special.

9 PM - Dancing With The Stars.

10 PM - KTLA news

10:32 PM - dizzylizzybeth left a message on my video, father's rights & unborn baby

I agree with you!! And thank u soo much for the video response!!

This is my response to dizzylizzybeth.

Thanx you.

You inspired me to do this video.

I always felt that way.

It might be HER BODY, but the unborn baby is THEIRS!

11 PM - The TV is muted.

Once again, the video took lots of takes. This time, I read the whole thing. The last take was good. I sounded like a robot. LOL

I will put the video in a new post.

10/27/08 Pictures

10/26/08 Pictures

Oops, I forgot to put the pictures on the web yesterday.


I got the ideal from charlieissocoollike.

He mentioned that he will take pictures every day till he grow out his hair.



We cut our hair on the same day, 2008 october 25, saturday.

I will do the same thing. Some days, I may forget like yesterday.

One more thing, I won't shave every day.

I really hate shaving too.

2008 october 27, monday

6 AM - Woke up.

6:54 AM - caidenw Nothing to do today...

scareykatt @caidenw welcome to my world.........EVERY DAY!

7 AM - Listening Cascada - Piece Of Heaven again. http://tinyurl.com/627vvw I can't get enough. I saw the uploaded date - December 23, 2006. Damn! I'm way behind the music. I missed a lot of great music this past few years.

7:06 AM - I looked up Cascada on Wikipedia. I saw Everytime We Touch is the biggest hit. I searched for the song on youtube. I listened to it. I remembered I heard it a few times before.

7:18 AM - PureKazmere Does it really have to be Monday, today? Does anyone want to dress up as me and take my place?

scareykatt @PureKazmere I would rather dress up as Garfield and eat lasagna all day long. Garfield hates mondays too.

7:22 AM - PhillyD My damn body thinks its 10AM. Guess what body...its not 10 fuckin AM HERE! rawr rawr...ok Im better now. Into the shower. Long Day Ahead

scareykatt @PhillyD It's 7:22 AM in Hollywood. I'm already DEAD tired. KILL ME NOW! lol That's right! You are in Hollywod too.

7:51 AM - watching KTLA news online! I watch that news all the time on TV every morning. Back in the day, Carlos Amezcua and Barbara Beck were the morning achors. Mark Kriski was the weatherman. Sam Rubin was the entertainment reporter. Gayle Anderson & Eric Spillman does the funny segments. Jennifer York is a former traffic reporter. Man, I missed those mornings! They were great waking up to.

I used to wake up with Carlos. Now, I go to sleep with him. LOL. Carlos anchors the Fox 11 10 PM news with Christine Devine.

Only Sam Rubin, Mark Kriski, Gayle Anderson and Eric Spillman are still on the morning news. Michaela Pereira & Frank Buckley co hosts the show. I don't like Frank; he haven't grown on me. Forget Jessica Holmes. I don't like her either. She haven't grown on me either.

7:58 AM - I turned on the TV for KTLA.

8:AM - KTLA news came back online. I stuck with the TV.

10 AM - The View.

10:15 AM - Cheerios breakfast. After I remembered the Smith video, I'm still eating Cheerios. God help me! LOL.

10:20 AM - disneykid1 after a small kitchen fire i have deduced that i indeed do not know how to make pancakes.

scareykatt @disneykid1 After this pancakes song video, you will WANT to make pancakes to this music! http://tinyurl.com/kqwg5

10:33 AM - What the hell! I tried to space 10 AM - 10:20 AM over three times. I published the post. Yet, it remained the same! DAMN!

10:38 AM - I repost the post. It remained the same again! DOUBLE DAMN!

11 AM - ABC 7 news.

I finally fixed the damn problem! I retyped it, starting with 8 AM. Now, everything is just fine!

11:16 AM - I decided to finish Wednesday's post. I haven't put any details about that night. I worked on some videos from that night too. Oh, man! The apartment manager stopped by and gave me a WARNING!

11:38 AM - The edited video looks awesome. I cut it down in half. The original was 18 minutes. The first part was good. I called the video, apartment manager warning. LOL

Noon - I turned off the TV.

1 PM - Days Of Our Lives

1:12 PM - I finished the second video. Man, Miguel was too drunk to eat and laughing all the time.

1:21 PM - karpadiem my very busy day became very empty rather quickly.

scareykatt @karpadiem Empty? I really know the feeling quite well.

1:27 PM - tyleroakley Did you know you can type in a time of a YouTube video in your comment and it will create a link that, when clicked, will go to that time?

scareykatt @tyleroakley I noticed the time link for the videos. I wondered about it.

1:30 PM - nerimon uploaded a video about New York called M&M World :D *and is really proud of it*

scareykatt @nerimon where is the link? most people will post the links in the TWEETS too. like this whatthebuck link. http://tinyurl.com/6o428y

1:44 PM - nerimon @scareykatt is there anyone following me that doesn't know me from YouTube? Just go to YouTube, I'm not doing all the work, blimey xD

scareykatt @nerimon good point. i hoped u click on the whatthebuck link. it is a brand new story about your favourite youtuber, WTB. the story is great

2 PM - I turned off the TV.

2:45 PM - I used the restroom. I opened the front door. I heard a black guy talking on the phone about his wife. I think he thought I was eavesdropping on him. Not really. About every day, I will open my door for the fresh air. I don't use the fan or the AC that much. The guy just left. It seems like he was applying for an apartment.

I made more ice.

3:30 PM - 30 more minutes till Nerimon's show on blog tv.

3:33 PM - nerimon @scareykatt is it a link to Hooking Up ... *sigh* I'm scared to click

scareykatt @nerimon http://tinyurl.com/6o428y trust me. It's not. new WTB story

nerimon is starting BlogTV in half an hour - come join the build-up fun! http://tinyurl.com/nerimon

scareykatt @nerimon I'm already in your blogtv room now. it is 3:33 PM in Hollywood.

3:55 PM - I used the restroom. I checked the mail. Miguel got something. I will save it for him. It must be that important. I threw the Columbia House mail away. I don't want to order any movies from them right now.

4 PM - Nerimon is on!

4:02 PM - Mongoos150 just watched Kill Bill vol.1

scareykatt @Mongoos150 kill bill vol 1 & 2 are great movies. i have them on DVD. I brought them at Target on Santa Monica/La Brea.

4:30 PM - I got hungry. I didn't eat anything for lunch. I decided to eat the Captain's Choice Cooked Shrimp. Thank goodness I put it out this morning.

I turned on the laptop to make some shrimp videos. There were lots of takes. I hate doing the take more than one time. One take is good enough for me.

Anyway, I settled for the last video. It was a actual real mistake thou. I messed up the joke big time. See the video below.

seafood mistake

After 5:30 PM - I was editing the video. The manager stopped by. He knocked on the door and left an envelope. I asked about the top people. He mentioned their letter was in envelope. I grabbed it from the cabinet.

"Do you want him to be here?" he asked.

"Not when he is drinking. He won't be here for a while."

"It is up to you. His actions reflects on you."

"Nah. I don't want him to come over."

"Okay. It is just a warning," he walked away.

The conversation was something like that. I don't remember it all. It is just an ideal.

I went to the desk. I read the letter. Oh, man! They mean business big time! Here is the last part if the letter.

Please take this Notice as a formal warning that any future occurrences may result in your eviction. You may respond and discuss this Notice with your Lesser if you wish to do so withing ten days.

I won't discuss it with them. The only person I need to discuss it is with the damn alcoholic, Miguel! Hopefully, Miguel will stay away from me AND my place for a very long time. I don't want to see him right now. He got me into so much trouble.

8 PM - Dancing With The Stars.

9:30 PM - Samatha Who?

10 PM - KTLA 5 news

10:38 PM - Brian called about the first apartment warning & Miguel. I mentioned I was not shooken up; I was expecting the letter. I could lose my apartment. Miguel would make me HOMELESS for a second time.

2008 october 27, monday

10:50 PM - Brush my teeth.

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haircut before & after pictures

Yesterday, I cut off my hair.

Yes, I did it all myself!

This is the before.

This is the after.

And this is the video with the pictures.

haircut before & after pictures

This is the before & after video.

haircut before & after

2008 october 26, sunday

7:07 AM - Woke up.

7:27 AM - nerimon Just realised that all the people I follow are awesome cos none of them have numbers in their username. Uniqueness ftw about 3 hours ago from web

scareykatt @nerimon I'm with u on names with numbers in them. I have never like them. remember the names with numbers sucks. I don't have good memory. 3 minutes ago from web in reply to nerimon

7:35 AM - Toddly00 add me on msn Toddly00@hotmail.com about 8 hours ago from web

scareykatt @Toddly00 I will add u on hotmail, but I hardly use MSN. I'm mostly into AOL and Yahoo. I have a hotmail account which i hardly don't use less than 10 seconds ago from web in reply to Toddly00

7:38 AM - karpadiem wanna see? http://tinyurl.com/5wurgv about 8 hours ago from twitterrific

scareykatt @karpadiem For a straight dude, u got it going on! the ear rings suits you quite well. less than 10 seconds ago from web in reply to karpadiem

7:57 AM - scareykatt You have no life when u can't find something to do with YOUR life. Dear lord! I'm one of those people. 1 minute ago from web

That's the truth. I have no ideal of what to do with myself. I'm not that active or productive. I basically do NOTHING, nothing at all.

Since 2000, my life was really focus on Miguel, the ex lover, the ALCOHOLIC ex lover. I need to begin anew, but where and how?

8:10 AM - karpadiem @scareykatt he he he, thanks! 4 minutes ago from twitterrific in reply to scareykatt

8:15 AM - I think I have some toast for breakfast.

8:25 AM - Toast with a glass of milk.

8:43 AM - Gonna to eat more toast. Two wasn't enough! I normally have four.

8:48 AM - more toast!

9:33 AM - Toddly00 dont forget to add me on msn! Toddly00@hotmail.com 18 minutes ago from web

scareykatt @Toddly00 Sure! U twisted my arm. I will add u on MSN. I got do it on my laptop. I don't have MSN messenger on my PC. I got rid of it. 1 minute ago from web in reply to Toddly00

9:41 AM - I added Toddly00 to MSN.

9:44 AM - Listening to Madonna on youtube. I got to have my Madonna!
10 AM - The front door opened.

11:33 AM - This past hour, I sorted out the clothes in the closet. I separated Miguel's from mine. I put his clothes in a bag. The closet is ALL MINE again! I'm not even done yet. When Miguel picked up the clothes, they will be ready for him.

12:12 PM - I made a new video, too damn fat! Yes, I am that FAT!

too damn fat

12:20 PM - I sent my new video in the email from the laptop. I forgot one big thing. The video was NOT in the email. I have to resend the email again!

12:25 PM - I resent it again!

1:22 PM - I made another video, "leave a comment" for this blog. Some people are still learning how to leave a comment on blogger.


leave a comment

I listened to whataboutadam's blogtv show.

2:55 PM - I was about to upload leave a comment video, but it was on the laptop, not this computer! LOL

3 PM - Adam stopped his LIVE show.

3:10 PM - I watched Matthew Lush's LIVE show on blogtv till 6 PM.

3:34 PM - I washed the dishes. I accidentally broke something in the water. It was the spoon holder thing while you cooks!

4:55 PM - That crazy lady neighbor was back! She mentioned few others got haircuts too. She offered to shampoo my carpet. No thanx! She asked if I know where to get some vicodin. No, I don't. Oh, yeah. Vicodin talk is between her and me. WHATEVER! She mentioned that she was selling a $400 leather coat for $60. Yeah, right. It was probably stolen. Yeah, I know that mean. I just don't trust her.

5:04 PM - She showed me the leather coat. No thanx. I don't like that style. It was heavy.

5:10 PM - madrosed @scareykatt no homeruns but I got a triple :) 9 minutes ago from twitterrific in reply to scareykatt

scareykatt @madrosed kewl! a triple works too! congrats! less than 5 seconds ago from web in reply to madrosed

6 PM - NBC 4 news.

I ate some popcorn for supper! Who does that? LOL

7 PM - California's Golden Parks was a very interesting program with Huell Howser. It was about some river that finally came back after the water was detour to water Los Angeles.

I hoped I got that right! LOL.

8 PM - I turned off the TV. There was nothing to watch.

8:29 PM - I recieved a nice surpise. A friend called me. I was't expecting that at all.

9 PM - Desperate Housewives

It was a great episode. They did a great job summing up the five year gap with the housewives.

10 PM - KTLA 5 news.

10:15 PM - disneykid1 oh wow school shootings at my university. apparently still going on. im not at the dorms tonight though. my phone keeps ringing im fine. about 1 hour ago from web

scareykatt @disneykid1 no surprise there, sweetie! there will be MORE school shootings. I promise u that right now. 13 minutes ago from web in reply to disneykid1

10:50 PM - Brush my teeth.

11:19 PM - scareykatt I found a kick ass song. LOVE IT! LOVE IT! Piece Of Heaven is my favourite song now. http://tinyurl.com/627vvw less than 20 seconds ago from web

I'm listening to the song again. LOVE IT! LOVE IT! It has a nice dance beat! Sadly, I can't dance!

11: 30 PM - I sure want a piece of heaven. On that note, Good night!