Friday, February 29, 2008

Violent With Miguel

violent with miguel

I lost my cool.

I was very mad.

I pulled Miguel's hair.

I threw him to the floor.

I kicked him couple of times.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Stupid Talk


stupid talk

This is for CruelerTube.
He asked about this blog this evening.

This morning, Miguel wanted to use the blackberry.
He wanted his sister to wire him some money to take the airplane to Idaho.
I mentioned I will buy him the ticket like I promised last week.
We looked at cheap tickets web site.
We found a good price.
$121 plus $30.
Suddenly, Miguel was talking STUPID!
Yes, stupid, stupid and stupid!
"I want the airplane to crash.
I don't want to live any more."
I got upset at him.
I told him to stop talking stupid.
He continued to talk stupid.
So, I went to another web site.
I refused to buy his airline ticket.
He might as well take greyhound.
In closing, I won't pay for someone's death!

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

5 February 2008, Tuesday

6:45 AM - Miguel was awake when I woke up. The TV was on too. I used the restroom. I went to bed. I played spades. He changed it to KTLA Morning News.

7:20 AM - Miguel made some Malt O Meal. it was pretty good.

7:44 AM - Miguel changed it to Clifford The Big Red Dog.

Miguel wants to read the diary. I was busy reading the entertainment news on TV Guide site. He laid down on the couch and watched TV.

8 AM - Curious George on KCET 28.

8:30 AM - Clifford The Big Red Dog on KCET 28.

Miguel fell asleep.

8:53 AM - Miguel wanted to go to the post office tomorrow. I thought so.

9 AM - I Love Lucy on KCOP 13.

Miguel fell asleep.

9:30 AM - YouTube videos.

10:05 AM - The View on ABC.

11 AM - ABC 7 news.

11:19 AM - I decided to separate the journal dates. Kazz’s dairy was getting too long. I put all dates in their own document. Now, it’s easy to track all the dates.

Noon - I turned off the TV. I was about to watch I Love Lucy, but I changed my mind.

1 PM - Days Of Our Lives.

1:11 PM - Miguel woke up. He used the restroom. He laid on the couch again. He think there is something wrong with him; he slept all the time. Hello! He watched TV all night long!

2 PM - I turned off the TV.

2:39 PM - I had the pasta leftover from last night. I watched some videos.

2:42 PM - I paused Stacey’s new video; they was cleaning outside of my apartment. I couldn’t hear the video.

3:08 PM - Miguel woke up.

3:22 PM - Miguel turned on the TV to Super Why on KOCE, then other TV shows.

3:30 PM - Maya & Miguel on KOCE.

It was a repeat. We saw it yesterday. Miguel changed it to a Spanish talk show. Then, Maya & Miguel on KLCS 58.

4 PM - Reba on CW.

4:09 PM - I have 12 YouTube emails on AOL.

Miguel fell asleep.

4:54 PM - I looked for the TV controls on Miguel. Miguel woke up and scared me. I scared him too.

“What are you doing?”
“The controls.”
“I don’t have it.”
“I found it. It was beside you.”
He went back to sleep.

5 PM - ABC 7 News.

5:15 PM - Miguel woke up.

5:30 PM - Miguel decided to take a shower before me! Drats! He mentioned I can take one while he cooks. I got the pot above the sink. He need to use it for the microwave. He mostly use the stove. This time, the microwave! He jumped in the shower. I muted the TV. I watched more videos!

Monday, February 4, 2008

4 February 2008, Monday


8 AM - I woke up. I used the restroom. I played spades.

8:45 AM - I turned on the computer. I watched some videos.

I saw dreamer74fem’s video, Update on my excitement. She mentioned she have a new pussy. Her name is Fluffy, just like Miguel’s dog. I made a Fluffy video, dedicated to Stacey.

9:40 AM - Miguel woke up. He used the restroom. He went back to sleep.

10:20 AM - I uploaded my Fluffy video! Stacey will love it!


fluffy

10:45 AM - I had 14 AOL emails from YouTube.

11:30 AM - I haven’t seen any new slider9012 videos in a while. That was odd. I looked at my subscriptions. He wasn’t on the list. I went to his page. I clicked on subscribe again. OMG! He blocked me! Huh? Why? I have no ideal. I did nothing wrong to him. I just don’t understand.

11:45 AM - I checked cruise4ass email. I had 53 emails. Most of them was junk. I was down to 11 from Adam.

Noon - I Love Lucy on FOX 11.

I signed on AOL. I signed on Yahoo email. I signed on to Adam. I haven’t been to site since December.

12:13 PM - Charles Borromeo sent me a IM on yahoo.

Charles Borromeo: hey
cruize4ass: hi
Charles Borromeo: how r u
cruize4ass: just fine and u?
Charles Borromeo: horny. What’s up?
cruize4ass: me too. I made a date for 1. I need to leave soon for Long Beach thou
Charles Borromeo: your headed to lbc to fuck someone
cruize4ass: he want me to meet him at the bath house in long beach.
Charles Borromeo: oh cool
Charles Borromeo: how about later
cruize4ass: sure. I will let u know
Charles Borromeo: ok cool
Charles Borromeo: what time
cruize4ass: no ideal yet. I will keep u posted. see u later
cruize4ass: bye for now

I have no ideal who Charles is. I looked at his profile. His name is bi_guynheat. He has a pic. He is very good looking. I put his pic on the computer.

12:27 PM - I became invisible on yahoo.

12:29 PM - I signed off yahoo and went invisible as kattalien.

12:32 PM - I have three new Adam emails. I signed off.

1 PM - Days Of Our Lives.

I baked a lemon cake. Miguel wanted a piece of cake last night. I didn’t make one. It was getting late.

1:25 PM - I put the cupcakes in. It will be done in 25 minutes.

1:30 PM - I ate a peanut butter sandwich.

1:55 PM - I took out the cupcakes.

2:05 PM - I put in the last patch in the oven.

2:07 PM - Miguel woke up.

2:09 PM - I tasted the lemon cupcake. It was quite good.

2:23 PM - Miguel turned the TV on to Hawaii Five-0.

2:35 PM - I saw dreamer72fem’s new video of her new pussy, Fluffy! The pussy looked cute.

3 PM - Maya & Miguel on KCET 28.

Miguel fell asleep during the second episode on KLCS 58.

4 PM - ABC 7 news.

5:33 PM - I have 109 YouTube emails on AOL. Most of them are my video responses to the Fluffy video! 97 emails was from me! LOL.

5:47 PM - Miguel woke up.

5:52 PM - Miguel ate a cupcake. It was really good. He really like it! That’s good to hear. I haven’t make any cupcakes in a while. He baked lots of cakes!

6 PM - The King Of Queens.

7 PM - That 70’s Show.

7:30 PM - Wheel Of Fortune.

8 PM - Dance War

9:10 PM - Miguel made some jello.

9:30 PM - 20/20 Special

9:45 PM - I have 6 YouTube emails on AOL.

11 PM - ABC 7 news.

11:30 PM - Friends.

11:31 PM - I uploaded My Girl Marry Me video on YouTube.

my girl marry me

Midnight - Married…With Children.

12:30 AM - Bed time.

Sunday, February 3, 2008

3 February 2008 Sunday

10 AM - I woke up. I turned on ABC 7 news. I used the restroom. I jumped back onto bed. Io played spades.

10:37 AM - ABC 7 mentioned Daily Confessions web site. I will try it! I have lots of confess about! LOL.

Time to Confess...

Spill your guts, give till it hurts, tell till you can tell no more!

1] Select A Category For Your Confession:
I picked V. Thou shalt not kill

2] Enter A brief Title/Description of Your Sin Here:
“attempted murder.”

3] Enter Your Confession Here - Keep It Brief! [Extra Points For Brevity!]:

I tried to kill someone few years ago. It was something I need to do. Sometimes, we need to do BAD things.

I clicked on I confess.

11 AM - I turned off the TV. There was nothing on. I have 6 emails on AOL. Two emails was SPAM! Don’t you hate that! I watched some videos.

NOON - I fixed some toast for lunch. I haven’t had any breakfast. I turned on the heater. It is too damn cold! Miguel woke up. He claimed it was too hot! Hello! I just turned on the heater couple minutes ago. Miguel laid down on the couch again. I went to the desk with my toast. Miguel got himself a cup of water.

“Can I have some money for a bus pass?”
“Why don’t you stay home? At least, for the month.”
“I need it to find a job.”
“Stay home. Just stay home and relax. If you want one, I can buy one.”
Miguel laid down on the couch.
“No. I think I better wait for the tax refund.”
“You don’t want one.”
“I will visit my sister. I get the refund. I will buy a bus pass for two weeks.”

I’m glad that Miguel doesn’t want a bus pass right now. He doesn’t look that good to look for some work. It is best for him to stay home for a while. He need to recoup and gather himself. He is still a mess.

12:27 PM - Miguel turned on the TV.

12:50 PM - I told Miguel that we should go for the milk and such before it’s rain again. He told me that he got up about 5 and it was raining.
I opened the door. The sidewalk was wet. I told him. He checked for himself. Yeah, let’s get the stuff! I don’t want to wait at all. I want to go right now. We got dressed.

12:52 PM - I have no mail in the mailbox.

12:57 PM - Soon, we left. We stopped by Lucy’s for the bus pass. She wasn’t in; be back in 10 minutes. We went to the corner market. We got the water first. I gave him $1. He thought the other water cost more. Nope, the same price.

We went inside the store. We got milk, lettuce, cumcumber and bananas. I used the credit card. We went outside. This latino guy want to sell Miguel something. I asked him what. Miguel mentioned two silver dollar for one dollar. I mentioned it was a rip off; probably fake. No one will see REAL ones two for one dollar.

We walked by Lucy’s.
“What are you forgetting?”
“Nothing.”
“Nothing. You forgot the bus pass.”
“You buy the bus pass.”
“No. you can,” I said. I gave him $100.

For the first time in my life, NOTHING COST ME $62! Wow! Can you believe that?

I waited for a while in the cold by the gate. I checked on Miguel. He was still waiting in line. He pointed at a latino woman. She was getting something, I brought the stuff in. I waited at the first table.

Miguel came to me.

“It took so long,” he said.
“She got a money order. I mean she send money through Union Western.”
“She got her tax refund. $4,000.”
“And you didn’t rob her. Why?” I laughed.

I insisted to take the cart. Miguel took it instead. This time, I had the milk and the bananas. It was the two milk. We left Lucy’s and walked down the street. Miguel wanted to go the other way. Once again, where is his brain?
“We can’t.”
“The wind is cold. Let’s walk that way.”
“What are you forgetting?”
“What?”
“The newspaper!”
“That’s right!”
We continued to walk down the street.
“What did you forget? Huh! The bus pass! What did you forget? Huh! The newspaper. What did you forget? Your brain!” I laughed.

1:39 PM - We came to 7/11.

“Miguel, don’t forget to buy back your brain!” I laughed again.
Miguel came back with the newspaper.
“I forgot the get the newspaper at the market. 7/11 charges taxes. The market doesn’t.”

We went home. I saw a neighbor with his cart. He have the same ideal; shop before it rains. He even have his umbrella on his cart.

1:49 PM - I opened the gate. The strap got stuck on the door knob. Miguel let it go. I unlock the door. We went inside.

“Want some hot cocoa. It is cold,” he said.
“No. not right now.”

I put the milk and the bananas on the counter. Miguel mentioned the wheels are dirty. There was tire tracks. He cleaned it up. I saw down on my chair. He turned on the TV; Carol Burnett was still on. We watched the rest of KOCE.

2:14 PM - Miguel came out of the restroom. I showed him the watch.

“Where did you find it?”
“In the couch,” I said.

Miguel looked at the newspaper.

2:23 PM - Miguel want me to find an address. I told him to give me it. 701 Stone Canyon Road. He wanted to know how to get there. I looked on MTA site. Surprising, MTA don’t have the directions at all. I even tried the yahoo map. No luck either! I told him I want to look at the address. Miguel tore the address out of the newspaper and gave it to me. I looked for the address on yahoo maps. He come over. Hotel Bel Air was near UCLA. There was no way to take the bus up there. It probably a mile from Sunset Blvd. I looked up their web site. The drive was two minutes from UCLA.

2:49 PM - Miguel cut a mango for me. He mentioned it was not that sweet.

3 PM - That Girl.

Miguel fell asleep during the fourth or fifth episode.

5:10 PM - I stopped the DVD at the sixth episode. I put the crackers and peanut butter away. The bathroom was warm enough. I jumped in the shower. I was soaping myself. the toilet seat dropped, I looked outside. Miguel was leaving. "Miguel!" He closed the door.

Miguel heard the messages at the desk. The TV was on to America’s Ballroom Challenge on KOCE 50.

I came out of the restroom.

"why don't you delete them?"
"I want you to remember how many times I beg you to let me in."
"Don't be that way."
"You are that way."

I went back to the bathroom. I did my ears. I sat down at my desk. The messages was still going on.

6:10 PM - Miguel changed it to Wild Things on KLCS 58.

6:15 PM - He changed it to a movie on KCOP 13.

6:17 PM - I changed it to ABC 7 news. The weather came on. We will have more rain tomorrow!

6:23 PM - Miguel started to make the salad. He cooked some corn too.

6:27 PM - I installed AOL on my computer.

6:30 PM - Frasier

6:45 PM - we ate our salad!

7 PM - Extreme Makeover Home Edition.

8 PM - America’s Funniest Home Videos.

9 PM - Meet The Fockers on ABC.

9:23 PM - Miguel turned off the heater.

10 PM - Look at Crowne Plaza Beverly Hills web site. Miguel got the phone number. He called the hotel. They don’t have a job line.

10:33 PM - Look at Thompson Hotels web site. Miguel will go there for a job. We looked at the maps. It is near Santa Monica Blvd. and Wilshire Blvd.

11:08 PM - ABC 7 News

Miguel washed the dishes.

I was reading about Chris Crocker on Wikipedia. Miguel saw his pic from Leave Britney Alone video. He claimed that Chris is my "new boyfriend."
Little does Miguel know, Chris posted Chris Crocker's Internet Boyfriend Search!" on YouTube earlier this afternoon.

Hmm! Maybe, Miguel is on to something. Chris and I. It could happen, but I don’t think it would happen at all.

11:42 PM - Oprah

12:25 AM - I stared at Miguel for a while. he won't even look at me. i moved closed to him.

what's wrong?
nothing
why are u mad at me?
I am not. I am mad at me
You will find another job.
I am thinking of suicide without hurting myself.

Will he do it? He is already killing himself with alcohol. I don’t see why not. His life is falling apart.

12:42 PM - Comics Unleashed on ABC 7.

1 AM - Good night!

Saturday, February 2, 2008

2 February 2008 Saturday

3:45 AM - Miguel’s phone call woke me up. I went into the restroom. Miguel knocked on the door. I closed the bathroom door to use it. I walked in the kitchen. He called me again. I peaked through the window. He opened the door.

3:52 AM - I checked my 400th video. There was no new messages.

3:55 AM - I went back to sleep.

5:30 AM - I got up from the bed. I couldn’t fall back to sleep.

Miguel was on my mind.
Stacey was on my mind.
YouTube was on my mind.
Stickam was on my mind.
Suicide was on my mind.
Medication was on my mind.
Fame was on my mind.
Even the tabloids was on my mind.

5:33 AM - I watched some videos.

6:AM - I signed up for Twitter after seeing CountryComesToTown’s video, VLOG about Blogs, Vlogs, Twitter, Micro Blogging, Social.

6:10 AM - I am so bored! The story of my life! LOL.

I changed my home page on YouTube from Tripod to my blog. I want more people read my newest blog. No one hardly go to the Tripod web site.

6:16 AM - I got 11 new emails on AOL.

6:18 AM - Fabulouslove responded to my comment. I don’t want to deal with her. She is too hateful; she claimed I am no good for Miguel. Then again, I may read her message and tell her about my 400th video!

“Go get yourself locked up in an insane assylum.” - fabulouslove on I Could Have Been Murder.

fabulouslove,
no thanx.
I am having too much fun stealing money from Miguel!
watch my 400th video!
"$400 and a Jail Bracelet"



“But, he deserves BETTER than you. Poor kid is blinded by you.” - fabulouslove on Miguel's Phone Call.

fabulouslove,
are you that STUPID?
Miguel is NOT blinded by me.
His life is out of control.
He need to go down for the count!


6:33 AM - I was getting hungry now. I might as well eat breakfast.

6:37 AM - I fixed myself a bowl of Cheerios and some milk in a glass.

7 AM - Miguel called me on the intercom. Foolishly, I let him in. I noticed Miguel didn’t have his bag with him. He mentioned that someone stole it last night. I saw Ken upstairs going out with his dogs. Miguel and I went in. He continued to talk. He admitted he was in jail two nights ago. He forgot his coat at the police station.

7:30 AM - Miguel turned on the TV.

7:44 AM - Miguel used the restroom.

8:20 AM - Gimmie A Break.

Miguel fell asleep.

8:48 AM - I am getting sleepy. I think I sleep for a while. At least, try to.

11:10 AM - Miguel was already awake when I woke up. He turned on the TV to PBS 58. European Journal was on.

11:15 AM - “Do you want to watch a movie?” I asked. He didn’t answer. There is nothing to watch on TV right now. He fell asleep again.

11:27 AM - I turned it to KCET 28. Mama Mirabelle's Home Movies was on. I mentioned that he was on next. He saw an elephant. “That’s not me,” he said. “I say NEXT,” I said. A monkey ran across the field and up the tree. “That monkey is a clue.”

11:30 AM - Curious George.

“You! Monkey! Monkey! Monkey,” I continued, “Monkey! Monkey! Monkey!”
“You are the monkey,” he said.

Noon - ABC 7 News.

12:30 PM - Antique Roadshow.

Miguel walked up to my bed.
“Hi,” he said.
“Hi!”
“My nose is bothering me.” He walked away, touching my feet. He laid down on the couch.

I tried to fall asleep. No luck.

12:53 PM - I got up from the bed and sat in the chair.
“I heard your paws.”
“My what?”
“I heard your paws,” he demonstrated with his hands. We both laughed.

1 PM - Road Trip With Huell Howser -Encinitas

2:50 PM - I looked at a movie site. They have good movies to watch. I turned off the TV. Meet The Robinson looks good. It is from Walt Disney.

3 PM - Meet The Robinsons.

4:50 PM - Halloween

The movie was in French! Hiss, hiss! We looked at more movies. They had Enchanted in Google video. Nah, it wasn’t full version and full screen. We settled on Date Movie. Even that movie was in another language. I thought I Love Lucy was on. TMZ was.

5:06 PM - ABC 7 news.

5:27 PM - Close Encounters Of The Third Kind. 2:17.

7:44 PM - Wheel Of Fortune.

8 PM - Keeping Up Appearances.

I cooked mac & cheese. It was good.

8:30 PM - Friends.

Miguel fell asleep.

9 PM - Family Guy

9:45 PM - Miguel woke up. He ate some mac & cheese. I turned around. “Oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink,” I said. He slapped me! Miguel used the restroom. He grabbed the last bagel. He ate more mac & cheese.

10 PM - The King Of Queens

11 PM - Mad TV

I have 14 emails on AOL.

“effing retard...I'm not watching any more of your nonsence...Miguel should have videos of his own where he can let out how he feels about everything.” - fabulouslove on I Could Have Been Murder.

fabulouslove,
You won't watch any more videos????
Thank goodness.
Then, I won't hear your hateful mouth!
There is a GOD!
YES!


fabulouslove,
one more thing thou.
the video i told u about.
"$400 and a Jail Bracelet"
I stole $400 from Miguel!
I am so sneaky!
He won't call the police on my ass!
I won't stop stealing from him either!

11:45 PM - I brushed my teeth. I took some pics and filmed my messy hair.

Midnight - George Lopez.

I went to bed. Good night.

Friday, February 1, 2008

1 February 2008, Friday

8 AM - I woke up. I used the restroom. It was cold. I jumped back in bed. I turned on KTLA Morning News.

8:50 AM - I noticed I have two new messages on the blackberry. It must be Miguel. Last night, I turned off the answer machine and the ringer on the black phone. I turned on the heater. I turned on the computer. I started today’s entry.

I saw I have a new comment on “Alcohol Make Some People Absent Minded

“Yeah. That’s what i say to my friend when they start it up again. " why are you drinking again"? They never really have an answer. do they?” - redshorty71.

redshorty71,

They sure don't.

In the second part, Miguel refused to answer me.

I will NOT put up with his drinking any more.

Last night, I reached my boiling point.

He called me EVIL!

I kicked him out in the cold!

Now, that was EVIL!

hehe

9:25 AM - I deleted the last two entries of myspace blog. The dates was not in the correct order. It was Wednesday, then Tuesday! I kept my diary on blogger, myspace and live journal. The last two are behind. Blogger is my main blog.

9:40 AM - I ate some Cheerios with no milk!

10 AM - The View.

10:25 AM - I turned off the heater. I tried the rent again. He wasn’t in the office. I tried all week long.

10:30 AM - I put last night’s videos on the computer.

10:53 AM - I got up from the chair. My foot was caught in the wire. The camcorder fell down to the ground. DAMN! Few times, I do that!

11 AM - I filmed the messages from the blackberry. I was unsuccessful of receiving the voice mail. I tried about 20 minutes. I even try on my home phone. Even that failed! Oh well. I will never know what Miguel said on the voice mail. Then again, I don’t have to listen to it. I already know what he will say.

11:25 AM - I turned on the answer machine and the ringer. I don’t think I will answer his phone calls this weekend. We need some time apart. He need to hit rock bottom. I could do all I could do with him. I was there for him, but it wasn’t good enough. He must learn the hard way. He need to go down for the count!

11:34 AM - I got four new messages on the About forums. Two from Days Of Our Lives fans and two from Soap Opera Forum. I went to Days first. It was about The Bradys and The DiMeras. The family trees on that soap is confusing sometimes!

I went to Soap Opera Forum.

“Yup, I think we're very blessed to have been friends for such a long time.

E-mail is very convenient for staying in touch, but not everyone has a computer at their disposal, even in this day & age. If snail mail is the only way of keeping in touch, then that's what I do rather than losing out on the friendship altogether.” - Jermahon

She made an excellent point! Sometimes, the snail mail is the best way to go in the computer age! Like she said, not everyone have computers! Some doesn't have cell phones either. She have been friends with Al about 55 years. That is a long time to be friends. They met in the third grade!

11:55 AM - I posted a bulletin on YouTube - Alcohol Make Some People Absent Minded.

Noon - I Love Lucy on FOX 11.

I wrote down February on the rent check. I tried the rent again. No success. Oh, man! The rent is due today! I looked up to his apartment. The blinds was opened. I will leave the door open for a little while. I will try again after EastEnders.

12:14 PM - Someone was talking outside. I went outside. I couldn’t find them. The office was still closed. I walked toward my place. The people talked outside of the gate in the street somewhere.

12:30 PM - EastEnders.

I made a peanut butter sandwich. I closed the door. It was cold.

1:30 PM - I put the rent in a envelope. I walked to the office. I knocked on the door. There was no answer. I put the rent under the door. I went back to my place.

1:35 PM - Days Of Our Lives.

Claire was reunited with Belle and Shawn; the whole family was happy. John was about to stab Colleen. Marlena turned around. John hid the knife in his sleeze. Marlena dragged John over to see his grandkid. Bo let Colleen to have it big time. He wanted to press charges against her! Colleen admitted she tried kidnap Brady Black, John’s son, but Brady escape from her men before they kidnap him.

2 PM - I have 17 YouTube email on AOL.

2:42 PM - Miguel called me.

2:50 PM - I heard a noise outside. I went outside. It was the apartment manager, sweeping.

“Did you got my rent?”
“Yes. I got it from under the door.”
“Good. I wondered if you got it.”
“Your friend is here,” he said.
I looked at my right. Miguel stood against the building. I let him in.
“I thought you didn’t get it. I always give you the rent in person.”
He continued to sweep. Miguel was already in the place. I went in. He got himself some pants.
“Why don’t you take a shower?”

He refused to take one. He ate some food. He was very hungry. He almost passed out on the couch. He looked at me funny. He have that look in his eyes. He want to take a shower with me. I told him he can take one first. I don’t want one.

Miguel took a shower. I saw a alcohol bottle in the basket. I filmed it. I put it on the icebox. I put up the camcorder. Since Miguel was taking a shower, why not! I looked through his bag.

Oh, boy! I hit the jackpot! I found $400! Yes, I took the money. I know he will spend it on alcohol. Also, I found a jail bracelet and his arresting ticket. I took them to the desk and filmed it quickly.

4 PM - Miguel left again.

4:19 PM - Miguel called me on the intercom. I didn’t answer. Miguel called me on the intercom. He begged me to open the door. Please! No way.

4:25 PM - I uploaded my 400th video on YouTube.

$400 and a Jail Bracelet

4:40 PM - I deleted my 400th video. That video should be a RESPONSE to Zipster’s AA video. Miguel can relate to that video.

4:44 PM - I uploaded my 400th video on YouTube.

$400 and a Jail Bracelet

4:53 PM - Miguel called me. I didn’t answer. I looked through the window. He wasn’t there.

5:03 PM - Miguel called me. I didn’t answer.

5:07 PM - Miguel called me. I didn’t answer. I looked through the window. He wasn’t there.

5:11 PM - I checked the mail. I tossed it in the dumpster.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

31 January 2008, Thursday

8:45 AM - I woke up. Miguel was already up. I got dressed. I used the restroom. I walked up to him on the couch. I asked, “Are you okay?“ He said, “I am praying.” I jumped back in bed.

9:08 AM - Miguel turned on the TV for I Love Lucy on KCOP 13.

9:13 AM - I turned on the computer.

Miguel fell asleep during the second episode of I Love Lucy.

10 AM - The View

10:12 AM - Miguel woke up. He claimed I woke him up. The motor mouth Miguel video woke him up. I said, “Go to my bed to sleep.” He refused. It smelt like piggy!

10:18 AM - He grabbed the Malt O Meal box. He put up the clean dishes.

10:22 AM - I upload another video on YouTube.


motormouth miguel

I told him that he was a motormouth. He wondered why. I said, “Talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, (deep breathe), talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk.”

He said, “You don’t like me any more.”

10:36 AM - Miguel brought over the Malt O Meal. It was almost to the top of the bowl. I said, “It was too much.” He got mad and stormed off. He said, “I don’t do anything right. It was too much. It was too little. F you!” I said, “Don’t get mad at me.” He said, “Shut up and eat!” He sat down on the couch.

I ate Malt O Meal. It was good. Miguel haven’t touch his yet. It was 10:54 AM. A minute later, he started to eat.

10:59 AM - Miguel asked, “Do you want to cook tonight?” I said, “Yes, I can make tuna helper.” He laughed, “I knew it. You could make something else.” I said, “Mac and cheese!” He laughed again!

11 AM - ABC 7 News.

11:30 AM - I tried the rent for the umpteenth time! No luck again! I might as well pay the rent tomorrow.

Miguel fell asleep during the news.

11:53 AM - I had 12 emails from YouTube on AOL.

Noon - I turned off the TV. I watched a video. Miguel woke up, saying, “My show is on.” I said, “You was sleeping.” I continued to watch the videos. He went back to sleep.

1 PM- Days Of Our Lives - Shirley Jones debuted as Colleen Brady, Shawn’s supposedly dead sister!

1:30 PM - I ate the leftover rib and a piece of cake.

2 PM - I turned off the TV. I watched some Rosie videos. I haven’t been to her site in two months. I like her since The Rosie O’Donnell Show in the late 1990’s. She was much fun to watch on The View last year. I missed quite a few videos of her. They were entertaining. Some I didn’t like that much.

2:37 PM - Miguel woke up.

2:50 PM - Miguel wants to get some cream for his lips at Target. First, he will take a shower, then we will leave. He also want to buy next month's bus pass too. How soon he forget! We already brought them yesterday. I got them at Lucy's. I won't tell him at all. I will play around with him! LOL.

3 PM - I played few games of spades in the bed as Miguel took a shower.

3:30 PM - Miguel got dressed. I mentioned we can go to Target tomorrow. It was getting late. He doesn’t want to. He took a shower. He want to go now.

3:50 PM - Miguel wants some money for the bus pass. I said, “No. We don’t need them..” He couldn’t believed I refused him. Well, I brought the bus passes YESTERDAY. There was no need to give him the money for something we ALREADY have.

I made a video called "I Confronted Miguel." YouTube will have the two part video. It was 18.48. That is too long for YouTube. I cut it in two parts. Part one is "Alcohol Make Some People Absent Minded" Part two is "The Question Is..." My blog have the uncut version.

(long uncut version)

It is such a shame that Miguel started to drink again. He was doing so good this month and this year. He haven’t had a drop of alcohol till 30 January 2008, Wednesday. I was so disappointed in him again and time again! He is just like Britney Spears; both doesn’t want any help!

Alcohol make some people absent minded. He completely forgot I brought the bus pass yesterday.

“See you later,” Miguel said.
“Do you want me to go with you?” I asked.
“Are you going to make up your mind? I‘ll be back. Can I….should I take the phone?” He asked.
“If you want,” I said.
“If I want,” He walked away to get the phone beside the bed.
“Do you want me to go with you? I can,” I said.
“No, I am going to stop by my friend, Richard.” Miguel folded the white shirt, “You never met Richard?”
“What?” I asked.
“Have you meet Richard?” He said.
“I think not,” I said.
“Yes, you did. Long long time ago. Oh, yes. You did,” he said.
“I did?” I asked.
“He does hair. He works at the salon by Circus Of Books. And you met him. Of course, you did. Remember that guy? The one time. That was long time ago,” he put his black shirt in the closet, “That long time. We went….we went to Smart & Final on Western. No. Smart & Final. What store was that? I try to remember.”
“You mean Western and Santa Monica.,” I said.
“Yes, Western and Santa Monica. It was that place,” he said.
“Yes,” I said.
“There was a couple in there. Do you remember? We talked for so long. You meet him and walked away. You was waiting for me,” he put on some lotion, “I knew Richard for a long time. Remember?”
“Yes,” I said.
“I looked for you. He was with his lover. And…I will ask him for $100 till I get my taxes. I don‘t like to be without money. I will call his house, then the salon. The last time I saw him when I was living right there. Michael live right there around the corner. He was like…he want to change place. He want to work somewhere else. I don’t know if he make up his mind. Damn it! Good. I felt so much better with the cream on my hands. It was so dry. All right. I’ll be back. You don’t want me to get the bus passes?” Miguel walked to the bathroom.
“No. We don‘t need them, Miguel,” I said.
I looked at the webcam, shaking my head.
“Come here,” I said.
“What?” He asked.
“Come here,” I said again.
“No. I have the phone. I will call you later.”
“But…do not buy the bus pass. Okay.” I said.
Miguel turned off the kitchen light.
“What?”
“Do not buy the bus pass.”
“No. I won’t. Bye.”
“Okay,” I said.
“Give me the money,” he demanded!
“No!”
“Why?”
“We don’t have to buy the bus pass”
“I am going out. I can buy them.”
“Why?”
“Why not?”
“Why don’t you look at your thing, Miguel?”
“What thing?”
“Where you kept your bus pass.”
“Yeah!”
“Look. Look now.”
Miguel searched for his bus pass.
“Why?” he asked.
I turned on the lamp for him.
“Yeah.”
“Give me your bus pass,” I hold out my hand.
“For what? What do you want me to look at?”
“Miguel, give me that bus pass.?”
“For what?”
“I want to show you something, Miguel.”
He blabbers about the bus pass. He was still looking.
“Yeah. This is my bus pass. So? When it is due?”
I looked at the webcam and shook my head again. Miguel turned on the kitchen light.
“Oh! You brought them already. Ahhh! Baby, how come you didn‘t say that?”
“I gave it to you yesterday, Miguel.”
“I don’t remember. Did you?”
“So. The question is Why are u drinking again? Huh? Why are you drinking alcohol again?” I asked, angrily.

4:20 PM - Miguel left.

4:35 PM - I edited the new video. It took me over ninety minutes. Really, I wrote the transcript for the video. It is a pretty long transcript! That was only the first part. I still need to write the second part!

6:13 PM - I uploaded the first part of the video on YouTube.


alcohol make some people absent minded

6:30 PM - I ate some Pringles Pizza till supper time, whenever it may be.

6:35 PM - I watched more videos.

7:48 PM - Miguel called me. I switched on the webcam. I answered the phone. Yes, it was that drunk. He told me to let him in. I went outside. I opened the door. We went inside. I locked the door. He stood there by the sink. I told him to sit down on the couch. He refused. I told him again. He said, “No.” I guided him to the couch. I quickly used the restroom.

I heard a noise. I hoped it is NOT my webcam! He ate some cake. I sat down on my chair. I did the diary more. I noticed he had a towel on! As I type, Miguel tried to get the webcam from my desk. I shouted, “NO!” Miguel continued to eat all sorts of things - more cake, twizzles and Pringles - on the arm of the red couch.

8:02 PM - “Baby,” Miguel said. “What?” I asked. “Baby,” he said. He walked up to me. “Don’t kiss me.” He kissed me any way. He continued to repeat himself, “baby.” he ate some more. He turned off the light. He laid on the couch.

I got up. I put the cake container on the shelf. I grabbed his plate and the Pringles. I sat down again. I ate the Pringles. Miguel finally passed out on the couch.

8:20 PM - I went to the restroom. Miguel’s pants was on the floor. I looked at his pockets. He had two dollars and some quarters. I put the pants on the chair. I put the laundry basket on the ground. I went to the living room. I took out the camcorder. I filmed Miguel! Then I took his bag to the restroom. His bag was heavy to carry. I thought he has a bottle of alcohol.

I put the bag on the chair. I looked through the bag. Much to my surprise, there was NO alcohol bottle. Whoa! I saw the Target bag. It had two bags of chocolate candy and the cream for his lips. I found $5 in the bag. Yes, guys. I kept the 5. I saw my blackberry and put it on the chair. I looked at his change in the coin purse. I took six quarters. I left the Target bag out of the bag. I put the bag in the closet. I filmed the Target bag with the webcam. I opened up some candy. I took three pieces. I put the bag on the kitchen counter. I ate some candy.

9:04 PM - I watched a few YouTube videos! Then, I updated Today’s blog entry.

9:30 PM - Miguel was still passed out. I was bored out of my wits! I could watch some TV. Nah, forget about it. I may go to bed early about 10 or 11.

9:55 PM - I posted a bulletin on myspace. The nightmare is back with the latest video on YouTube.

9:58 PM - Miguel woke up.

“Baby,” He said.
I turned around.
“Hi! What?” I asked.
He didn’t answer me for a moment.
“Did you made supper for us?” He asked.
“No. You got home late.” I said.
“What time I got home?”
“9 O’Clock. It’s now 10 PM,” I lied.
“Are you going to throw me out?”
I turned around again.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
He was putting on his shorts.
"I am a bad boy."
"You can stay the night. Okay," I said.
"Tomorrow. Are you going to throw me out?"
"You can stay till you get your tax refund. Okay? When u get your tax refund, you can leave. Is that okay?"
"Yeah!"
I decided to take some pictures. I turned to the right and grabbed the camera.
"Miguel, smile! Smile. Look at me. Miguel. Look at me. Miguel. I want you to look at me. Say hi.," I took some pictures. "Do you want to eat?"
"Tomorrow, I will eat," He laid back down.
I took another pic.
I put the pics on the computer. I took one more pic. I put it on the computer. I can use the pics in this entry! Oh, yeah!

10:42 PM - I checked the phone log on the blackberry. Well, he called his old roomie/ex boyfriend, Mike, yesterday. I didn't knew that. I won't ask him about that. The moment he get his tax refund, he is outta here!

11:08 PM - Miguel woke up. He kissed me on the cheek.

“I win! I win! You didn’t cook! You didn’t cook.” he said.

He brought over the two bags of candy. He is so sweet. He used the restroom. He turned on the light. He made himself a sandwich. Alcohol makes him so hungry! He got a clean glass from the cabinet. He poured him some milk. He continued to eat. He walked to the couch with his sandwich and milk. Then, he went back to the kitchen to eat. He showed his sandwich and milk to the webcam. He continued to eat in the kitchen.

“Miguel, let’s talk.”

He didn’t say anything. He finished his sandwich. He brought his milk over. He put on “a drunken show” about the two bags of candy for the webcam. He opened up the other bag of candy. He unwrapped a piece. He stuck it in my mouth. He had one too. He finished off the milk. He put the blue glass in the sink. He turned off the light. He fell asleep again.

I decided to use a drunken show as my 4ooth video on YouTube. Why? It was very entertaining and funny!! I wasn’t expecting the drunken show at all. It was out of the blue. ROFL.

11:25 PM - I got up from the seat. I grabbed the candy. “I will brush my teeth,” I said to the webcam. Miguel heard me. I told him the same thing. He shook his head yes. I brushed my teeth.

11:29 PM - Miguel turned on NBC 4 news, then Friends on KTLA 5. I looked at Miguel. He pointed to the TV. “Friends is on.”

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

30 January 2008, Wednesday

7:45 PM - I woke up. I was surprised to see Miguel was already up. I thought he will sleep late. I used the restroom. He wondered how long it will take him. We checked the MTA site. It probably take him about 35 minutes. He fixed himself a bowl of cereal, Cheerios. He made me some hot cocoa.

8:07 AM - Miguel turned on the TV. Cory Gahan and his mother Patricia Johnston was on Good Morning, America. His father injected him with steroids few years ago. Hmm, the sins of the father. Now, the father is in prison.

8:13 PM - KTLA Morning News.

I gave him $60 plus $10 just in case. I will buy our bus passes for next month.

Miguel washed the dishes.

Kurt The Cyberguy talked about the newest digital cameras. He mentioned that Shutterfly has unlimited photo storage for free. Flickr on yahoo costs money yearly. I went to Shutterfly and immediately sign up.

9 AM - I Love Lucy

9:10 AM - Miguel left. I turned off the TV. I watched some videos.

10 AM - Shower time!

10:25 AM - YouTube videos again. I ate a bowl of Cheerios.

11 AM - ABC 7 News.

11:14 AM - I tried the rent again. No luck whatsoever.

Noon - I turned off the TV. I uploaded another video.

There was once a guy

There was once a guy.
He has the world's greatest smile.
He made me happy.


12:25 PM - Miguel called me. I made a video of it. He missed the bus. He waited 45 minutes for the next one. He got lost. He took the wrong bus. He made his way to the place. He didn’t wait for that long. A lot of people was there. In five minutes, they saw him. He got there at 11:20 AM. The lady wasn’t there to do his stuff.; someone else did it. He mentioned that the $60 was for the new people. It was windy; he just left the place. The bus was coming.

first miguel's phone call of 2008

Miguel hung up the phone and call me back soon. He still want to go to the post office. I suggested this Saturday. We agreed Today. He said he will take the subway to Vermont. He changed his mind thou. He will take bus 2 or 4 to Alvarado. I will meet him there. I will bring some stamps for him. He hung up again. I got dressed and waited for his call.

1 PM - Days Of Our Lives

I brushed my teeth. I opened the door. I checked the apartment manager. I didn’t went to the office. I just looked down his way. The door wasn’t open. He may be there. I will check right now. Nope! I saw a pink paper under his door. He haven’t come in today.

1:45 PM - I saw Miguel at the bus stop on Sunset/Alvarado. He claimed he was at Lucy’s. I doubt it. He was acting very strangely. I figured he had a drink somewhere. I bet he made up the story that he was lost. He was there so many times. He gave me back $20. I gave him his February bus pass.

Bus 704 came. We got on the bus. He thought he lost his bus pass. He found it in his pants’ pockets. We sat across from the side doors.

We went down Santa Monica Blvd. Now, he wants to go home. He kept on repeating himself. I said, “NO! We are going to the post office.”

We stopped at Vermont. It was his chance to go home. He changed his mind. We was going to the post office.

2:15 PM - Miguel passed out. He woke up. I told him to show me his bag, which he did. Surprise! There was no alcohol at all. He drank it before I saw him at the bus stop. I still can smell the alcohol on his breathe.

Miguel tried to see what I was typing on the blackberry. I quickly saved it. I showed him a different date. He couldn’t see it. His eyes was bad.

2:25 PM - We arrived at Highland, then La Brea couple minutes later.

I asked, “Did I gave you the bus pass?” He looked. It was behind January bus pass. He put it in front of January. I put it back. We only have two days left in January. He doesn’t need the February bus pass right now.

He wanted to kill himself. I asked, “When?”

2:30 PM - Fairfax Ave.

2:35 PM - La Cienega Blvd.

I moved back to the bus. We were by 24 Hrs Fitness. The bus wasn’t moving. Miguel came to me.

2:38 PM - We got off the bus. He need to use the restroom at Rage. I want him to go at the police station. He went to Rage. I took some pics of the post office. I wanted outside of Rage. There was no sign of him. I continued to type on the blackberry. Miguel scared me. I didn’t see him to walk out. He said, “Let’s go!” I wasn’t expecting that.


2:50 PM - We went to the post office. He wanted a pen from me. I didn’t have one on me. He found one in his bag. He wrote down my address. I took a quick pic of the post office again. I went back in. He was finished. I put stamps on the envelopes. We mailed them outside.

3:02 PM - Two 704 came. We got on the second bus. He asked, “Did you mail them?” Of course, I did. The bus driver asked to see his bus pass. He didn’t show it the first time. I hold his folder. He showed his bus pass. I gave him the folder.

3:09 PM - He dropped his folder on the floor. He picked it up. We arrived at Fairfax.

3:13 PM - He dropped his folder again. I offered to hold it, but he refused. We arrived at La Brea. I grabbed the folder at Highland.

3:45 PM - We got off the bus. We went straight home. It was cold and windy.

3:55 PM - We were home! We put on different clothes. We ate some cake. He drank some milk.

I noticed the time on the blackberry was wrong. I was five minutes off. I fixed the clock.

4:06 PM - Miguel passed out on the couch.

I had another piece of cake.

5 PM - I turned off the TV. Miguel was still passed out.

5:19 PM - YouTube videos.

6 PM - I checked the mail. Spam! Spam! And more spam!

6:25 PM - I tried Matthew Lush’s room again. That room was so boring. I left in five minutes! It was that bad! ROFL.

I deleted some subscriptions on YouTube. They hardly make videos any more. I went from 123 to 99. I may delete some later on. I don’t know when thou.

7:14 PM - I was about to videotape Miguel. He was passed out. Then, he woke up and saw me with the camcorder. He turned over on his stomach. Oh well. This time, I can’t! Drats! Double Drats! I put a TV dinner in the microwave oven. Miguel put on a T shirt. He got up. He asked, “Want me to make the ribs?” I told him no. It was getting late. He said, “Not for me.” He used the restroom. He put the ribs in the icebox.

Well, the microwave rang! Miguel took out the TV dinner. Man, it looked so terrible. I even took a pics of TV dinner. He fixed us some ribs for supper.

7:30 PM - Wheel Of Fortune.

7:43 PM - The fire alarm went off. Miguel tried to burn down my place! How could he? Is that how he treat me after I help him a great deal? That was so cold of him.

I jumped on the bed. I took down the fire alarm. The damn noise stopped. I put it back on. The noise started again. This time, I put it under the pillow! I opened the door for a while. I turned on the fan too. Few minutes later, he closed the door and went back to cooking again. The alarm remained hidden.

8 PM - American Idol.

We ate ribs, potatoes and a small salad. I had water; Miguel had milk.

9 PM - The Moment Of Truth.

9:50 PM - Miguel fell asleep.

10 PM - FOX 11 News.

I checked my AOL email. I have 18 emails from YouTube. I always get my YouTube mail on AOL.

10:35 PM - I turned off the TV. I put another video on YouTube. First Miguel's Phone Call Of 2008.

11:10 PM - Miguel woke up. I told him to turn off the heater. It have been on a few hours. He kissed me on the head, not that head! LOL. He used the restroom.

Miguel was worry about his taxes again. He put the right address and two stamps on each envelope.

11:15 PM - Miguel turned on the TV. The Simpsons was on.

Miguel saw this unpublished entry in the blog, “11:20 PM - I brushed my teeth. I put up the meat. We forgot to put it up after we eat earlier tonight.”

He said, “You didn’t put up the meat.” I said, “I was about to. I was going to before you woke up!” Miguel put up the meat instead.

11:20 PM - Miguel started to wash the dishes. I grabbed a toothpick. I used it in the mirror. There was some meat stuck in my teeth. I brushed my teeth. I walked up to him, hold and kiss him. He told me the dry off a big pan from the oven. I dried it off and put it in the oven.

11:30 PM - TMZ.

Miguel finished washing the dishes. He cleaned up the stove. That reminds me of…I still need to put in the fire alarm. It was under my pillow.

11:43 PM - Miguel ate some cherry jell-o. He gave me a bite! He gave me another bite. He finished off the jell-o. He put up the bowl in the sink. He got some twizzle.

11: 51 PM - I put up the fire alarm in the ceiling. I walked near the end of the bed. I fell down onto the couch. I hurted my right knee. Miguel started to laugh! That was cold hearted of him! He tried to find me with a flashlight! He pulled down my pants and kissed the moon!

Midnight - Married...With Children.

Miguel was cutting an orange for himself. I was about to turn off the desk lamp. He claimed he didn't need the light. The TV was bright enough for him. I went to sleep. Good night.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

29 January 2008 Tuesday

7:15 AM - I woke up. I used the restroom. I went back to sleep.

8:45 AM - I woke up. I used the restroom. I turned on the computer. I watched some videos.

9:20 AM - I can upon the new Pancakes video. Pancakes II: Pancakes for your face was pretty awesome. Those kind of videos I can’t do at all. GiR2007 does awesome and creative videos.

During the middle of the video, Peter called me. I didn’t use the speakerphone. Miguel was sleeping. We haven’t talk since last Tuesday. He told me some bad news. He was in another car accident with Brian and Brian’s mother in the new car Brian got few months ago. The mother’s back was hurt. The car is in the shop.

I told Peter about the new Pancakes video. Peter was the first guy to tell me about the first Pancakes video couple years ago. That prompted me to be on YouTube. Pancakes was the first video I ever watch on YouTube. I sent Peter and Brian a link in a email. They would watch to see that video.

10 AM - The View

Elisabeth mentioned The New Kids On The Block is back together. They were quite popular in the late 1980's. They even had a Saturday morning cartoon on TV. I loved their songs.

11 AM - ABC 7 News.

I checked my AOL email. Oh, boy! I got some messages from fabulouslove. She let me have it big time! Sadly, she have no clue about the situation. She is one stupid bra!

fabulouslove need to change her name to fabulousstupid. LOL.

Here are her messages.


Naked Miguel Is On The Floor.

What the hell? Did you find some person who isn't english to pick on to make you feel all mighty. Too bad retards like you end up DEAD! Treat others the way you want to be treated. Miguel would probably be a great person if it wasn't for YOU. YOU are probably why he drinks. Fat, retarded, bastard.

fabulouslove,
You don't know what u are talking about, dumbass!
I am NOT forcing Miguel to drink.
HE is doing it on his own!
HE have the problem!
Not me!


Bloody Miguel.

I think the best thing would be for you two to be over. He can't live like this. I wish I could rescue him. He doesn't to live under a retard who beats him.

fabulouslove,
HA!
HA!
fat chance.
u can't rescue him!
miguel will NEVER EVER leave me!
he is stuck with me!


Miguel's Phone Call.

I hope he can move on. He deserves more.

fabulouslove,
move on?
he likes living with me!


I Could Have Been Murder.

Make you feel powerful to toture someone?! JERK!

fabulouslove,
being powerful is the key to SUCCESS!

11:40 AM - I used the restroom. I grabbed the jell-0 from the icebox. it is my breakfast. I went to my bed. I put on my socks. Miguel woke up for a minute. He asked, "What are you doing?" I couldn't speak. I had jell-o in my mouth. I sat in my chair. He saw I was eating jell-o. He went back to sleep.

Noon - I Love Lucy.

I uploaded I am an artist video on LiveVideo. I hardly use that site for my videos. I have 23 videos on LiveVideo. I have 394 videos on YouTube. YouTube is the one for my videos. YouTube is much better.

1 PM - Days Of Our Lives

1:25 PM - I finally finished the jell-o. I used the restroom.

1:51 PM - Miguel woke up.

2 PM - Hawaii Five-O

2:15 PM - I muted the TV. Miguel called someone about the W2 form from his old job. He called another old job.

Miguel sliced up a pear. He served it on the plate for me.

2:38 PM - Miguel turned on the volume of the TV. We watched Hawaii Five-O.

Miguel washed the dishes. He put the second pack of Twizzles in the cookie jar. I finished off the rest. He made some strawberry jell-o.

3 PM - Maya & Miguel on KCET 28.

3:15 PM - Miguel started to bake a butter pecan cake. 4 PM is the time.

3:30 PM - Maya & Miguel on KOCE 50.

I showed Miguel the new pic of Chris Crocker. He hated it. Chris is so sleazy in that pic. It is so tacky of him! I agreed with him.

Miguel finished off the last two pieces of cakes. Yes, guys. He is such a piggy. Oink! Oink!

3:45 PM - I played Warcraft 2. It lasted till 5:40 PM.

4 PM - ABC 7 news

4:25 PM - Miguel changed the channel to Reba. We watched the second episode too. Miguel fell asleep.

5 PM - King Of The Hill.

5:45 PM - I played another Warcraft 2 game. It lasted till 7:36 PM.

6 PM - The Simpsons.

6:15 PM - Miguel woke up. I checked the mail. He got something.

6:30 PM - TMZ

6:40 PM - I looked for a address on the MTA. Miguel noticed I wrote about him. He claimed I don’t respect him! Hello, Miguel! I can write about anyone and anything in my diary! He wrote down the directions to the place. I returned to my game.

7 PM - Malcolm In The Middle.

7:30 PM - The Simpsons.

8 PM - American Idol.

We ate barbecue chicken and pasta. The supper was very tasty. Miguel pigged out on the butternut cake. He had three BIG pieces! I only had one. I am not a pig like him, but he always call me piggy!

I uploaded a video on YouTube.

go to hell, you creep

Go to hell, you creep.
You was my living nightmare.
You deserve to die.

9 PM - Mork & Mindy

Miguel called the tax people again. He forgot what time they open. It was 10 AM. He was surprise it went up from $40 to $60. H&R Block cost more than they do. I asked, “Do you have the money?” He said, “You have it. I gave you $40.” I will give him the rest.

Mork & Mindy was messing up. It kept on going back and forth to the black screen. I was about to tape it thou.

9:30 PM - Get Smart

10 PM - FOX 11 News.

10:42 PM - Miguel changed it to The Twilight Zone. A commercial came on. He switched it to Seinfeld. It was a recap episode. I brushed my teeth.

11 PM - George Lopez

11:10 PM - I went on myspace. I saw that Matthew Lush is doing a LIVE cooking show on Stickam. I signed on Stickam and went straight to his chat room.

Miguel came back from the restroom. He ate another piece of cake. That’s his forth piece!

11:18 PM - I saw Matthew Lush wear a black t shirt. It said, “Fur Is Dead.” I said something in the room - “I agreed with Matthew…Fur Is Dead…let’s all wear the FUR!” Some dude, British, kicked me off the room. He can’t do that. I was speaking my mind. That fool got some nerves!

I checked out his profile. There was nothing at all. I left him a comment on his profile.

You got some nerves for kicking me out Matt's room!

I was speaking my mind.

After all, I agreed with Matthew Lush.

Fur is dead.

Let's all wear the fur!

11:30 PM - South Park.

I haven’t see that show in a few months.

Midnight - Bed time!

1:45 AM - I woke up. Miguel was still awake. He watched Will & Grace on KTLA 5. I used the restroom. I slept again.

3:30 AM - I woke up again. Miguel watched Spanish TV. I told him to turn it off. He need to get up early. He turned it off. I used the restroom again. I grabbed an ice cube. I jumped back into bed. I used BB for the diary.

Good night!

Monday, January 28, 2008

28 January 2008 Monday

9:15 AM - I woke up. I used the restroom. I played spades.

10 AM - The View.

10:25 AM - The View was boring. Al Sharpton was on! Forget about that! I turned off the TV.

I saw a comment from a new subscriber, mymoosejaw, from Canada. This is his comment.

“You are one serious blogger. Very in depth - I just have to sub, I find it interesting over here J .”

I left a message on his channel. I said, “Thanx for subscribing. There is SOMETHING for everyone, even the damn haters! LOL”

I checked out his video, Jan 27, 2008 - Blog.

If I like someone’s videos, I will subscribe to them. They must have good interesting funny videos; not in that order!

I watched some videos.

10:40 AM - I heard some noise outside. It must be the apartment manager. I can pay my rent now. I looked for him outside. Man, it wasn’t him at all. It was some coin guy for the laundry. I checked the office. He wasn’t there. I went home.

10:48 AM - Miguel woke up. He used the restroom.

10:53 AM - I noticed I got my first comment on World’s Worst Writer. It was from…..drums roll, please…..mymoosejaw, the new subscriber from Canada.

Dave Nicholson said... “I have never seen a more in depth blog in my life. Very cool.”

Ain’t that the truth!

I looked at his Blogger profile. Something caught me attention.

“As well I am disabled and living with pain. But this is not what defines me - I am able to create so I do so, is what defines me.”

I wished I learn that in my childhood. That is inspiration words to live by.

11 AM - ABC 7 News.

Miguel made some eggs, toast and hot cocoa for me. He eve sliced up an apple too. He had his cereal.

11:40 AM - Miguel gave me the fifth season of Good Times. The fifth season? I told him to get the first season instead! He haven’t watch that season yet.

Noon - I Love Lucy on FOX 11.

12:10 PM - I looked at the dates. January 31st is this Thursday. I told Miguel that we need to buy our bus passes this Thursday. He thought I was talking about today. He mentioned I have the money. We can buy the bus passes at Lucy's. Thursday is the day!

12:23 PM - I tried the rent again. He wasn’t in the office.

12:30 PM - Miguel fell asleep during the second episode of I Love Lucy.

1 PM - Days Of Our Lives.

1:35 PM - I put 200 Subscribers video on YouTube. I made it couple days ago. Now, I have 204.

2 PM - I turned off the TV. Miguel is still sleeping. I played Warcraft 2.

3:15 PM - Miguel woke up.

3:25 PM - I tried the rent once more. This is the last time too. No luck again. I checked the mail. It was mostly junk. The TV was on. Miguel gave me some mango.

3:30 PM - Maya & Miguel on KLCS 58.

3:55 PM - Good Times.

I continued playing Warcraft 2.

4:30 PM - Someone knocked on the door. He hide in the bedroom. I answered the door. It was a neighbor about a fax machine. I told her I don’t have one.

5:20 PM - Shallow Grave.

Miguel have never see Shallow Grave at all. He really enjoyed the movie. He wondered when I see it first. I told him about 10/11 years ago. I first saw it when I was homeless. Tom Face rented that movie from Blockbuster. I used to have the soundtrack too. The music is awesome too.

7 PM - YouTube videos.

Miguel made a salad for me. He had the leftovers.

7:20 PM - I eat my salad. I turned on the TV! We watched the rest of Frasier.

7:30 PM - The Simpsons on FOX 11.

Wheel Of Fortune wasn’t on tonight. We watched The Simpsons instead.

8 PM - Dance War: Bruno vs. Carrie Ann on ABC.

8:23 PM - I put the show on the other TV on the left. I don’t think Miguel can see the other TV that well. He need some glasses. So do I!

9 PM - Mork & Mindy on KDOC 56.

9:30 PM - Get Smart on KDOC 56.

Well, Get Smart is on for one hour starting tonight. I thought The Partridge Family was on.

9:43 PM - I finished my Warcraft 2 game. It was my second game of the day.

10:12 PM - I started a new game. It lasted til 11:47 PM.

10:30 PM - The Twilight Zone on KDOC 56.

11 PM - The Simpsons on FOX 11.

11:30 PM - TMZ on FOX 11.

Midnight - Married…With Children on FOX 11.

I uploaded A car blindsided me video on YouTube.

a car blindsided me

A car blindsided me.

I could not stand up at all.

The pain was so great.


12:30 AM - Still Standing on FOX 11.

1 AM - FOX 11 Ten O’clock news.

Miguel finally came out of the restroom. He was there for a while. I put away the fingernail clippers. He caught me! Ooohhhh! Really, he hated my nails so much. I bite them a lot. He put some lotion on my nails, just like last night. He mentioned if I have the urge to bite the nails, put on some lotion.

Miguel didn’t want to watch the news. Hello, Miguel! We didn’t watch it at 10 PM or 11 PM! Most times, we watch the news at ten.

1:20 AM - Good night! I am going to bed!

Sunday, January 27, 2008

27 January 2008 Sunday

This was a very slow day.

6 AM - I woke up coughing. I used the restroom. I jumped back in bed. I couldn’t sleep again. I played spades.

7:55 AM - I turned on the computer. I have no email. I played Warcraft 2.

12:40 PM - Miguel woke up.

Miguel wanted to take a walk in the rain. No thanks. I still have a cold, Miguel! We have never did that before. Some other time thou.

3 PM - The Nanny.

Miguel fell asleep during the second episode.

4:15 PM - I played Warcraft 2 again.

5:15 PM - Miguel woke up.

5:50 PM - Shower Time! Miguel made grape jell-o.

6:15 PM - ABC 7 news.

7 PM - We had hot dog sandwich and potatoes. I didn’t finish mine.

7:55 PM - Cheers on KDOC 56.

10 PM - FOX 11 News.

Miguel washed the dishes, like always.

11 PM - That’s So Hollywood on FOX 11.

11:30 PM - In The Life on KCET 28. Margaret Cho is the guest.

I put How come he loves me video on youtube.


how come he loves me?

How come he loves me?

Soon, I had a bad feeling.

He is obsession.

Midnight - Charlie Rose on KLCS 58. Jerry Seinfeld and Steve Martin are the guests.

Miguel put some cream on my fingers. Why? I was biting my nails.

1 AM - Will & Grace on KTLA 5.

Miguel want to see The Nanny. He fell asleep earlier this afternoon. He missed some episodes. We will watch it tomorrow.

Miguel wondered if I tape EastEnders this morning. I told him I watch it on Friday. I won’t miss it for the world.

Miguel want a job. There was nothing in the Sunday paper. Except for one. It is very far by the airport. It is for the Marriot.

Time for bed time! Sleep tight!

Saturday, January 26, 2008

26 January 2008 Saturday

8:50 AM - I woke up. I used the restroom. I went back to sleep.

10:35 AM - I woke up. I used the restroom. I played spades.

10:45 AM - Miguel woke up. He used the restroom. He turned on the TV.

11 AM - Power Rangers: Operation Overdrive on ABC.

Man, oh, man! I haven’t watch that show since the 1990’s. Miguel fell asleep. I turned on the computer.

Noon - Once again, I did the system restore. It will take a while thou. I fixed me some cinnamon toast for breakfast......oops, lunch! I watched some videos on the laptop. The laptop is a lifesaver for me!!

12:35 PM - Miguel woke up. He wondered I had some breakfast. I told him toast. He asked how come you didn't make him none. Hello! He was sleeping! I ask what kind of toast I had? He said white. I asked him again. He said white! That was the WRONG answer, Miguel! He knows I like white bread. That's besides the point!

Miguel cleaned his face. He is turning into a typical woman. He wants to be so beautiful. Well, beautiful is skin deep.

1:30 PM - Miguel made some hot cocoa for me. He had some cereal for lunch. He turned on the TV. Man, why? There is nothing to watch on the weekends.

1:55 PM - What’s Happening.

Miguel fell asleep during the second episode.

3:35 PM - I turned off the TV. I watched more videos.

3:50 PM - Miguel woke up.

4 PM - I Love Lucy on FOX 11.

I upload I am sick of you video on YouTube.


i am sick of you

I am sick of you.
Your drinking is out of hand.
Please go to rehab.

5 PM - I reinstalled the webcam on the computer. This time, it works! Finally!

6 PM - Channel 7 news.

I installed Warcraft 2. Love that game!

6:45 PM - Miguel went grocery shopping.

7:20 PM - Miguel came home, just in time from the rain.

7:30 PM - Wheel Of Fortune on ABC 7.

We ate an salad for supper.

8 PM - Keeping Up Appearance on KOCE 50.

I continued to play Warcraft 2. Yeah! I beat the game!

8:30 PM - The Sixth Sense.

10:20 PM - FOX 11 News.

I muted the TV. I videotaped a milestone for me. I have 200 subscribers now. It took me a while. I may put it up tomorrow on YouTube or on this blog tonight. Miguel took a shower.


200 subscribers

11:30 PM - George Lopez on KCAL 9.

12:30 AM - Saturday Night Live - Bon Jovi.

1 AM - Bed time. I am so sleepy!

Friday, January 25, 2008

25 January 2008 Friday

9:45 AM - I woke up. I used the restroom. I turned on the computer. I checked my YouTube email on AOL.

10:10 AM - I jumped back into bed!

11:10 AM - Miguel woke up. He got ready. I gave him my post office key. He can pick up my mail today. I am still under the weather with the nasty cold. I drawn him a map of the post office too; the exact location of my box. He will make some copies of his resume too. Miguel wanted me to wash the whites when he is gone. Fat chance!

11:40 AM - Miguel left the building.

12:30 PM - EastEnders on KOCE 50.

I did the system restore on the Vista computer.

3:19 PM - Miguel was on his way home. He just got off the bus at 7/11. He asked about the whites. No yet. I was waiting for him. I let him in the gate. He had a target bag with him. He gave me my mail, mostly junk. The medicare card came! Oh yeah, the phone bill came too.

I uploaded I am an artist video on YouTube.


i am an artist

I am an artist.
The paintings with words suits me.
I will be famous.

3:40 PM - He sorted out the clothes. I put the whites in the washing machine. Then, I went back in the place. He told me that he have another load. I waited and waited and waited till he was finished with his dry cleaner coat. Wouldn’t you know it? All this time, a neighbor used the other washing machine. I told Miguel that he was late. I didn’t like that. I like to wash loads at the same time. Now, it took me twice as longer to wash the clothes.

Miguel put away the stuff he got from Target. He got some twizzles, three different kinds of Pringles and Ritz. We had one roll of Ritz. I haven’t that in a long time. We watched Ellen’s 50th birthday on her show. I went back to the laundry room. The other guy was four minutes behind me. I put the whites in the dryer and the next load in the washing machine. I went back to my place.

I reinstalled the webcam. I have some problems. It isn’t working right at all. I did it again. The same problem happened. I put the whites out of the dryer. I put the next load in. I went back to the place with the clean clothes. I gave Miguel his dry cleaner coat. he was pleased with his coat. He folded the clothes. We watched the news.

Miguel fell asleep during the Andy Griffith show. I went to the laundry room again. I had about four minutes left. I went back to my place for the keys. I checked the mailbox. We got some mail. I got the last of the clothes and went back to the place. Miguel was still sleeping. I woke up him. I gave him his mail. I folded the clothes. I dealt with the webcam again. Once again, it wasn’t a success. I may use the wrong disk for the webcam. I tried it three times! Miguel woke up from his nap.

7:35 PM - Miguel heated up the soup. He sorted out his clean clothes I left on the bed. He put the clothes in the closet. He cooked the shrimp separately. He put the shrimp in the soup and called it “shrimp soup.” It was formerly known as chicken soup!

8 PM - Keeping Up Appearances on KOCE 50.

We ate out soup. During the second episode, I noticed I have no sound on the Vista computer. I have no ideal. I tried to fix the problem. Then again, I don’t know how. I am not a computer expert! I need to call Brian tomorrow. He always help me with my computer problems. It used to be Robert!

9 PM - Diff’rent Strokes.

10 PM - FOX 11 news.