2 February 2008 Saturday

3:45 AM - Miguel’s phone call woke me up. I went into the restroom. Miguel knocked on the door. I closed the bathroom door to use it. I walked in the kitchen. He called me again. I peaked through the window. He opened the door.

3:52 AM - I checked my 400th video. There was no new messages.

3:55 AM - I went back to sleep.

5:30 AM - I got up from the bed. I couldn’t fall back to sleep.

Miguel was on my mind.
Stacey was on my mind.
YouTube was on my mind.
Stickam was on my mind.
Suicide was on my mind.
Medication was on my mind.
Fame was on my mind.
Even the tabloids was on my mind.

5:33 AM - I watched some videos.

6:AM - I signed up for Twitter after seeing CountryComesToTown’s video, VLOG about Blogs, Vlogs, Twitter, Micro Blogging, Social.

6:10 AM - I am so bored! The story of my life! LOL.

I changed my home page on YouTube from Tripod to my blog. I want more people read my newest blog. No one hardly go to the Tripod web site.

6:16 AM - I got 11 new emails on AOL.

6:18 AM - Fabulouslove responded to my comment. I don’t want to deal with her. She is too hateful; she claimed I am no good for Miguel. Then again, I may read her message and tell her about my 400th video!

“Go get yourself locked up in an insane assylum.” - fabulouslove on I Could Have Been Murder.

fabulouslove,
no thanx.
I am having too much fun stealing money from Miguel!
watch my 400th video!
"$400 and a Jail Bracelet"


“But, he deserves BETTER than you. Poor kid is blinded by you.” - fabulouslove on Miguel's Phone Call.

fabulouslove,
are you that STUPID?
Miguel is NOT blinded by me.
His life is out of control.
He need to go down for the count!

6:33 AM - I was getting hungry now. I might as well eat breakfast.

6:37 AM - I fixed myself a bowl of Cheerios and some milk in a glass.

7 AM - Miguel called me on the intercom. Foolishly, I let him in. I noticed Miguel didn’t have his bag with him. He mentioned that someone stole it last night. I saw Ken upstairs going out with his dogs. Miguel and I went in. He continued to talk. He admitted he was in jail two nights ago. He forgot his coat at the police station.

7:30 AM - Miguel turned on the TV.

7:44 AM - Miguel used the restroom.

8:20 AM - Gimmie A Break.

Miguel fell asleep.

8:48 AM - I am getting sleepy. I think I sleep for a while. At least, try to.

11:10 AM - Miguel was already awake when I woke up. He turned on the TV to PBS 58. European Journal was on.

11:15 AM - “Do you want to watch a movie?” I asked. He didn’t answer. There is nothing to watch on TV right now. He fell asleep again.

11:27 AM - I turned it to KCET 28. Mama Mirabelle's Home Movies was on. I mentioned that he was on next. He saw an elephant. “That’s not me,” he said. “I say NEXT,” I said. A monkey ran across the field and up the tree. “That monkey is a clue.”

11:30 AM - Curious George.

“You! Monkey! Monkey! Monkey,” I continued, “Monkey! Monkey! Monkey!”
“You are the monkey,” he said.

Noon - ABC 7 News.

12:30 PM - Antique Roadshow.

Miguel walked up to my bed.
“Hi,” he said.
“Hi!”
“My nose is bothering me.” He walked away, touching my feet. He laid down on the couch.

I tried to fall asleep. No luck.

12:53 PM - I got up from the bed and sat in the chair.
“I heard your paws.”
“My what?”
“I heard your paws,” he demonstrated with his hands. We both laughed.

1 PM - Road Trip With Huell Howser -Encinitas

2:50 PM - I looked at a movie site. They have good movies to watch. I turned off the TV. Meet The Robinson looks good. It is from Walt Disney.

3 PM - Meet The Robinsons.

4:50 PM - Halloween

The movie was in French! Hiss, hiss! We looked at more movies. They had Enchanted in Google video. Nah, it wasn’t full version and full screen. We settled on Date Movie. Even that movie was in another language. I thought I Love Lucy was on. TMZ was.

5:06 PM - ABC 7 news.

5:27 PM - Close Encounters Of The Third Kind. 2:17.

7:44 PM - Wheel Of Fortune.

8 PM - Keeping Up Appearances.

I cooked mac & cheese. It was good.

8:30 PM - Friends.

Miguel fell asleep.

9 PM - Family Guy

9:45 PM - Miguel woke up. He ate some mac & cheese. I turned around. “Oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink, oink,” I said. He slapped me! Miguel used the restroom. He grabbed the last bagel. He ate more mac & cheese.

10 PM - The King Of Queens

11 PM - Mad TV

I have 14 emails on AOL.

“effing retard...I'm not watching any more of your nonsence...Miguel should have videos of his own where he can let out how he feels about everything.” - fabulouslove on I Could Have Been Murder.

fabulouslove,
You won't watch any more videos????
Thank goodness.
Then, I won't hear your hateful mouth!
There is a GOD!
YES!


fabulouslove,
one more thing thou.
the video i told u about.
"$400 and a Jail Bracelet"
I stole $400 from Miguel!
I am so sneaky!
He won't call the police on my ass!
I won't stop stealing from him either!

11:45 PM - I brushed my teeth. I took some pics and filmed my messy hair.

Midnight - George Lopez.

I went to bed. Good night.

1 February 2008, Friday

8 AM - I woke up. I used the restroom. It was cold. I jumped back in bed. I turned on KTLA Morning News.

8:50 AM - I noticed I have two new messages on the blackberry. It must be Miguel. Last night, I turned off the answer machine and the ringer on the black phone. I turned on the heater. I turned on the computer. I started today’s entry.

I saw I have a new comment on “Alcohol Make Some People Absent Minded”

“Yeah. That’s what i say to my friend when they start it up again. " why are you drinking again"? They never really have an answer. do they?” - redshorty71.

redshorty71,

They sure don't.

In the second part, Miguel refused to answer me.

I will NOT put up with his drinking any more.

Last night, I reached my boiling point.

He called me EVIL!

I kicked him out in the cold!

Now, that was EVIL!

hehe

9:25 AM - I deleted the last two entries of myspace blog. The dates was not in the correct order. It was Wednesday, then Tuesday! I kept my diary on blogger, myspace and live journal. The last two are behind. Blogger is my main blog.

9:40 AM - I ate some Cheerios with no milk!

10 AM - The View.

10:25 AM - I turned off the heater. I tried the rent again. He wasn’t in the office. I tried all week long.

10:30 AM - I put last night’s videos on the computer.

10:53 AM - I got up from the chair. My foot was caught in the wire. The camcorder fell down to the ground. DAMN! Few times, I do that!

11 AM - I filmed the messages from the blackberry. I was unsuccessful of receiving the voice mail. I tried about 20 minutes. I even try on my home phone. Even that failed! Oh well. I will never know what Miguel said on the voice mail. Then again, I don’t have to listen to it. I already know what he will say.

11:25 AM - I turned on the answer machine and the ringer. I don’t think I will answer his phone calls this weekend. We need some time apart. He need to hit rock bottom. I could do all I could do with him. I was there for him, but it wasn’t good enough. He must learn the hard way. He need to go down for the count!

11:34 AM - I got four new messages on the About forums. Two from Days Of Our Lives fans and two from Soap Opera Forum. I went to Days first. It was about The Bradys and The DiMeras. The family trees on that soap is confusing sometimes!

I went to Soap Opera Forum.

“Yup, I think we're very blessed to have been friends for such a long time.

E-mail is very convenient for staying in touch, but not everyone has a computer at their disposal, even in this day & age. If snail mail is the only way of keeping in touch, then that's what I do rather than losing out on the friendship altogether.” - Jermahon

She made an excellent point! Sometimes, the snail mail is the best way to go in the computer age! Like she said, not everyone have computers! Some doesn't have cell phones either. She have been friends with Al about 55 years. That is a long time to be friends. They met in the third grade!

11:55 AM - I posted a bulletin on YouTube - Alcohol Make Some People Absent Minded.

Noon - I Love Lucy on FOX 11.

I wrote down February on the rent check. I tried the rent again. No success. Oh, man! The rent is due today! I looked up to his apartment. The blinds was opened. I will leave the door open for a little while. I will try again after EastEnders.

12:14 PM - Someone was talking outside. I went outside. I couldn’t find them. The office was still closed. I walked toward my place. The people talked outside of the gate in the street somewhere.

12:30 PM - EastEnders.

I made a peanut butter sandwich. I closed the door. It was cold.

1:30 PM - I put the rent in a envelope. I walked to the office. I knocked on the door. There was no answer. I put the rent under the door. I went back to my place.

1:35 PM - Days Of Our Lives.

Claire was reunited with Belle and Shawn; the whole family was happy. John was about to stab Colleen. Marlena turned around. John hid the knife in his sleeze. Marlena dragged John over to see his grandkid. Bo let Colleen to have it big time. He wanted to press charges against her! Colleen admitted she tried kidnap Brady Black, John’s son, but Brady escape from her men before they kidnap him.

2 PM - I have 17 YouTube email on AOL.

2:42 PM - Miguel called me.

2:50 PM - I heard a noise outside. I went outside. It was the apartment manager, sweeping.

“Did you got my rent?”
“Yes. I got it from under the door.”
“Good. I wondered if you got it.”
“Your friend is here,” he said.
I looked at my right. Miguel stood against the building. I let him in.
“I thought you didn’t get it. I always give you the rent in person.”
He continued to sweep. Miguel was already in the place. I went in. He got himself some pants.
“Why don’t you take a shower?”

He refused to take one. He ate some food. He was very hungry. He almost passed out on the couch. He looked at me funny. He have that look in his eyes. He want to take a shower with me. I told him he can take one first. I don’t want one.

Miguel took a shower. I saw a alcohol bottle in the basket. I filmed it. I put it on the icebox. I put up the camcorder. Since Miguel was taking a shower, why not! I looked through his bag.

Oh, boy! I hit the jackpot! I found $400! Yes, I took the money. I know he will spend it on alcohol. Also, I found a jail bracelet and his arresting ticket. I took them to the desk and filmed it quickly.

4 PM - Miguel left again.

4:19 PM - Miguel called me on the intercom. I didn’t answer. Miguel called me on the intercom. He begged me to open the door. Please! No way.

4:25 PM - I uploaded my 400th video on YouTube.

$400 and a Jail Bracelet

4:40 PM - I deleted my 400th video. That video should be a RESPONSE to Zipster’s AA video. Miguel can relate to that video.

4:44 PM - I uploaded my 400th video on YouTube.

$400 and a Jail Bracelet

4:53 PM - Miguel called me. I didn’t answer. I looked through the window. He wasn’t there.

5:03 PM - Miguel called me. I didn’t answer.

5:07 PM - Miguel called me. I didn’t answer. I looked through the window. He wasn’t there.

5:11 PM - I checked the mail. I tossed it in the dumpster.