I want my life back too

I want my life back

My God!
I want my life back too.
I wished the problem will go away.
Yet, it remains in my life.
I can't escape the problem.
It keep on coming back no matter what.
I have too much anger.
I want to bust up some things.
It have control over my life.
It is driving me crazy.
I have enough with it.
I'm very sad.
It's a vicious cycle that I can't seem to break from.
There is no way out of the situation.
I can't take it any more.
I can't go on living like this.
I need to end it some how and some way.
I don't want to live with it any more.
I decided to end it for once and for all.