2008 november 16, sunday

Breakfast - cheerios with glass of milk
lunch - peanut butter sandwich
supper - popcorn

I watched All In The Family and Taxi in the afternoon.

A neighbor wanted me help with another neighbor. I went upstairs. Dear lord! It was the fat woman with the wheelchair. Damn! She need help to get in her wheelchair. Why me? She is too damn fat. I can't lift her. It's not her fault. I am NOT that strong to do things like that. It's always best to get someone with muscles. I am not muscles. I am such a weakling.

Any way, I lifted her up. I could barely hold her. The lady suggested the other neighbor to grab her legs. It was some help. I couldn't do it all by myself. We placed her in the wheelchair. Her place was a big mess. No biggie. She couldn't clean that often. Oh, man! She had a big flat screen TV. Her TV was much bigger than my two TV together. I don't want a big screen TV. I'm quite pleased with my small TVs.

I made a video, I killed miguel. That video is one of my personal best. Yet, it's very disturbing too. Oh well. The police won't show up.

I watched The Simpsons, King Of The Hill, Desperate Housewives and Fox11 news.

12 October 2008, Sunday

5 AM - I woke up. Man, I need to stop waking up so damn early! I am not a early bird.

6 AM - I put an excerpt from yesterday's post on Vloggerheads. I called it, Miguel claimed he is SORRY. Whatever! KimOsh quickly responded to it.


Comment by KimOsh

I hope you're seeking professional help in this case. Like AA, counseling, etc...it sounds like it's necessary. Take care of yourself.


Comment by scareykatt

KimOsh,

thanx for your wonderful support.

as long Miguel remains the way he is - an alcoholic, I want no part of him.

After all, he wants to die from his drinking.

LET HIM DIE!

One more thing, he came back from looking for another place.

he mentioned "Now, I can go. drink as much I want!"

that comment will CONTINUE to destroy his life!

Comment by KimOsh

even if you seperate...YOU still need help. You don't realize it but when you're in a relationship like this...it's damaging to everyone involved.

Comment by scareykatt

YOU still need help. - KimOsh

That I need.

Kicking him out is the BEST MOVE of my life.

I won't have to deal with him.

I can move on with my life.

lost cause video has THAT COMMENT.

"Now, I can go. drink as much I want!"

7:30 AM - Breakfast time.

8:50 AM - Editing the videos again. I still have lots to sort out!

11 AM - I'm still doing the videos. I found a great video I never put online. It was pretty great! I called it "my life IS your life." There is one thing I know for sure. NOT ANY MORE! His life is NOT my life!

my life IS your life

2 PM - I finally reached 400 edited videos! There are some videos I haven't put online. There are MORE videos I haven't edit yet!

I think I take a break. I haven't eat lunch yet. I finished off the fruit cocktail.

8 PM - Yes, I'm still at it. All day long eiditing the videos with titles.

I found a very DISTURBING video. Miguel admitted I gave him a bloody head. Damn! I forgot I have it! At least, I won't get in trouble. Of course, I will deny everything!

bloody twisted violence

9:30 PM - I grabbed my camcorder. I accidentally knocked the webcam to the floor! Not again! Thankfully, the cam works just fine. I went to the restroom. I filmed brushing my teeth! It was not a PRETTY sight at all. LOL. It was one bloody mess!

Then I went back to the edit video. It was good, but not great. I will put the middle part in a video; the middle part was pretty awesome. It deserved its own video. Hopefully, it will put Miguel in a much better light. Believe me. Miguel is NOT a bad person at all. He only has a drinking problem.

10:10 PM - I'm quite proud of the new video. It's the best video I ever did of Miguel. He would love it too. I like the name too. The name suite him brillantly. The name is Nice Guy After All. It will put him in a better light. Everyone will KNOW what kind of person Miguel really is. Miguel is a nice guy after all, despite his alcohol problem.

nice guy after all

10:40 PM - I edited nice guy after all three times. I didn't want any talking at the end of the video. There was talking for the first two. It was a great ending. Miguel mentioned he brought me a chocolate muffin, which the muffin was the last scene.

On that note, I'm crashing soon. After I listened to the music of my favourite singer, Divine.

Good night.

Video Tracking

I'm keeping tracks of the videos I posted in this blog.

January 2008

this car is awesome
supper #1
100.4 temperature
102.0 temperature
i am an artist
i am sick of you
2oo subscribers
how come he loves me
a car blindsided me
go to hell, you creep
there was once a guy
first miguel's phone call of 2008
alcohol make some people absent minded
motormouth miguel


February 2008

$400 and a Jail Bracelet
my girl marry me
fluffy
stupid talk
violent with miguel


March 2008

miguel's girlie pants
lost homeless puppy
can I have some clothes please?
miguel is on AOL
bloody disturbing pictures
handcuffs for miguel
fuck you
defeat
bloody head again


April 2008

miguel stole money from me
poison talk
die, miguel, die
rainbow
miguel will be dead
double yolk egg pictures
fingernails on the right hand
Seung-Hui Cho
cheap bastard pete


May 2008

there are some videos I missed for May.

this way or that way
thursday morning
the other way
fingernails on the left hand
big head
5 questions for you


June 2008

worst neighbor
bad news
new laptop
hateful emails
bad singing
three kisses
HIV bareback sex
webcams battle
mark twain hotel
23,194 views


July 2008

drunk singing miguel
meeting with the boss
miguel's job update
do u use condoms?
big fight - no respect
youtube account warning
5.8 earthquake


August 2008

sexual harrassment
squirrel massage
madonna's birthday & vloggerheads
tom is illegal.
excite email sucks
miguel's big surprise
big surprise update
miguel's family visit
another pregnant man
turn on the CA


September 2008

I want my life back
5¢ phone bill
how would u like to die??
$45 richer!
2008 September 22 Phone Calls
let miguel die
jaywalking ticket
home drunk home
is it WRONG?
this is MY life
miguel


October 2008

no outsiders
AOL hometown - scareykatt
MTA lost & found
moving, copy & paste
no bag cussing
confrontation
plead for help
gay marriage
alvarado sunset
drunk once again
spree surprise

c

Miguel Is Mad

miguel is on AOL

I made an video called "Miguel Is On AOL."
Miguel watched it with me.
Halfway through, he got pist off.
He believed I gave out his AOL screen name in the video.
He stormed off.
He didn't watch the rest of the video.
I told him that I didn't give out his AOL name.
He didn't believe me at all.
Just watch the video yourself.