Showing posts with label rehab. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rehab. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

2008 november 18, tuesday

I went grocery shopping early in the morning. About time too. I have food to eat. I had nothing in the icebox. I brought enough TV dinners. Also, I got some soft drinks, fruit in the can, eggs and bread. I saved lots of money. I was hot. I relaxed for a while on the couch.

I decided to watch only B/W TV shows on DVD. It was kewl. I like B/W shows. I watched The Honeymooners, Hazel and Gilligan's Island. I still can't get over it; I thought all Gilligan's episodes was in colour. I don't remember seeing it in B/W as a lad.

Miguel called during Hazel. He told me that he is coming over for his mail. We hung up. I stopped the DVD. I went outside to look for him. I walked down the block. I looked down the street. Miguel wasn't coming. He supposed to be coming. It only take about 5 minutes from Dream Center to my place. Maybe, he called again. I went back inside. There was no message. I went outside again. I looked down the street again. Not yet. I went up to the next block. Nope. I only saw Dream Center. The place is one block from my place. It was getting hot. I went inside.

I ran into Gaberial. He was leaving his apartment and going to the office. I told him that Miguel is coming over for his mail and Miguel is in rehab. He wondered where. I mentioned Dream Center. He hopes it will work for him. Me too. He wants no more drama from Miguel. I mentioned he should know about Miguel; he would want to know.

Miguel came over with this guy; he can't go anywhere without a guy. You know the buddy system. That's a great ideal. They can keep an eye on each other. I gave him the mail. He read the lawyer's letter. I mentioned he need his ID and SS card. Miguel wondered about the red folder. He checked the bag and the grey box. It wasn't there.

Miguel called Michael about the red folder. Yes, he is pleased that Michael have it; he need it for tomorrow at 3:30 pm. He will pick up the folder at Michael's. Michael may go with him. He looked at his black folder. He saw the class reciepts. He mentioned he won't go to the class. He is taking the computer class at Dream Center. That's great. With the computer class, he can work in the office somewhere. Thank God! He won't work with alcohol any more.

Miguel was about to leave; he wanted some socks and underwear. The guy waited outside. Miguel wanted a brown bag. I grabbed one for him. I gave it to him. Miguel looked for the clothes. He put down the black bag on the bed.

"Where are the small socks?" he asked.

"At the bottom," I said.

I looked outside. The guy was against the rail. I told him that Miguel was getting some clothes. I went back to Miguel. He put the three underwear and some socks in the bag. We went to the restroom. He need some scissors and a new toothbrush. I gave him my last toothbrush. He put them in the bag. He need a nail clipper. I gave it to him. He was off till he remember about the money. I gave him $50. He refused. He wanted something smaller; two $20. I gave him $40; one $20, one $10 and two $5. We said goodbye. I walked out and told them to take care.

I haven't talk about Miguel. Man, he was looking good. He haven't look that good in a long time. His appearance is awesome. I like his hair. He is really getting his life back in order. God and Dream Center is taking good care of him. I haven't seen Miguel before Halloween. I'm quite proud of him.

I finished watching Hazel. Then, I watched Gilligan's Island. I ate a peanut butter sandwich. It was couple minutes till 4. I debated to watch Ellen at 4 pm. I figured I will only watch B/W shows today. I decided to watch Ellen. I saw enough B/W episodes. I put it on Ellen.

5 pm - NBC 4 news.

6 pm - Family Guy.

I read Perez Hilton. I clicked next couple times. I noticed Marlena And John Get Axed From Days at #3 on most emailed list. Man, that is BIG NEWS in the soap world. Marlena have always been my favourite and I remembered John as Roman Brady in the late 1980's. Yes, guys, I am THAT old. I can't believed it.

Days of Our Lives stars Deidre Hall and Drake Hogestyn are getting the axe, victims of the show's recent massive budget cuts.

That's right, they've been laid off!


Famous for their portrayals of the popular Marlena and John, the tempestuous lovers will "be happily reunited after a long period of angst and separation and will be off-screen after January for an unknown period of time," according to exec producer Ken Corday.

John and Marlena have been the top couple forever. They have lots of history together. They shared a child and a grandkid together. John recently returned from the dead and they got a divorce. Marlena and any Days fan does not like the NEW John. We like the old John better; the new John is too much like his half brother, Stefano DiMera, but John gave up his power, the mansion and the DiMera money to win back Marlena!

7 pm - Two Men & A Half.

8 pm - 90210

9 pm - Dancing With The Stars.

10 pm - KTLA news.

Monday, October 13, 2008

13 October 2008, Monday

5:45 AM - I woke up. I stayed in bed till 6. I went online.

So far, life have been pretty great WITHOUT Miguel and the alcohol problem. Very peaceful, indeed. I haven't hear anything from Miguel. The last spoken word was the day I kicked him out.

I already KNOW his future. I don't have to guess!

His life will STILL be out of control. He will continue to drink. He will lose his hotel room. Why? He won't be able to pay for the room. Why? He miss going to work. Why? Thanx to his drinking. Sooner or later, they will fire him.

You guys ALREADY know what happen next.

Miguel will crawl on his knees, BEGGING for a place to sleep! Of course, he will CRY, CRY and CRY. Hmm, should I let him stay? HELL, NO!

He need to realize he ALREADY have another place to go. Okay, people. Please say it with me. REHAB! That's right! REHAB!

6:53 AM - I added something to the name of this blog. a plead for help with OUR lifes.

I may drop world's worst writer. You already know that. Yes, it's still call world's worst writer; it remains in the link.

I need the blog to be truthful and meaningful for the people to relate.

I just drop world's worst writer from the title. I like the new name much better. a plead for help with OUR lifes reflects my situation perfectly. Don't you think so?

7:1o AM - Time for Earth Journal again, starting with January 2004.

7:34 AM - I'm done with January!

Come to think of it, I noticed some posts that I already post TWICE in this journal and from Earth Journal! Oh well!

Like they said, double your pleasure!

7:40 AM - Now, it's August 2004 with 40 posts!

8:25 AM - The DAMN DAMN DAMN word verification is back!

Say what???

8:35 AM - I'm done with August 2004. I was planning of doing September 2004 with 34 posts. But, I don't want to deal with the word verification.

I think I do the short months to get them out of the way. Septmeber 2005 with two posts!

8:21 AM - I did the word verification with the voice. Surprisedly, it was NUMBERS, not words.

9:37 AM - I'm taking a break! This is what I have left.

September 2004 with 34 posts.
May 2005 with 29 posts.
July 2005 with 42 posts.
August 2005 with 28 posts.

Then, I will be all done with Earth Journal! It will probably take another two days!

9:45 AM - I may watch some TV or videos. Well, I missed a good number of shows last night. I missed the Fox cartoons and Desperate Housewives. I believed I missed DH two weeks ago too. Hopefully, the shows are on online at Hulu.

First, I get something to eat. I have not eat breakfast yet. Then, the the shows!

9:55 AM - I checked Hulu. The shows was not there. I checked on Fox. Same thing.

10 AM - I looked at last night's TV schedule. The FOX cartoons was not on last night. Baseball was.

I still have Desperate Housewives!

10:05 AM - Desperate Housewives

11:42 PM - I finished watching two episodes of Desperate Housewives. I don't like watching it on ABC web. Every single time, after the commercial break, i need to click to continue. Other web sites does NOT do that at all.

11:54 AM - I'm pondering what to do next. I basically have no life. My life evolves around Miguel. Now, Miguel is gone. Maybe, I should go out for some fresh air. I really hate doing NOTHING with my life. It shall felt like a new beginning for me. Sadly, it doesn't. I had a feeling that Miguel will get in touch with me. Then, it will be back to square one. I can't seem to escape from him. Neither we can both move on with our lifes. Who knows what life holds?

Noon - I think I do August 2005 of Earth Journal. It will keep my busy for the moment.

Wow! This time, I didn't get word verification!

12:30 PM - May 2005.

12:52 PM - word verification is back again!

1:06 PM - I was done with May 2005. Now, I have two months left!

September 2004 with 34 posts.
July 2005 with 42 posts.

1:14 PM - I'm going to watch Days Of Our Lives on the couch. No can do. The news was on about a wildfire in Porter Ranch.

Days will be on 3:05 AM instead.

1:18 PM - I turned off the TV. There was no point. Every local channel is doing the news, except for KCOP 13. I didn't want to watch the news. Well, I still can watch some TV. Put in a DVD. LOL

3:20 PM - I signed up for Joost. I watched Fat Albert. Man, I haven't watch that show in ages. I watch that show all the time in the 1970's.

4 PM - video titles.

6:45 PM - I cooked some pasta. Like always, I put barbercue sauce on the pasta! YUMMY!

I edited more videos with titles. I found a DISTURBING video. Someone tried to rape Miguel. Man, he was an easy target. He was that drunk.

attempted rape

8 PM - Dancing With The Stars. That show reminds me of Miguel. We watched it all the time since last year.

Cloris Leachman makes me very proud tonight! I'm 38 year old and her age makes me to be THAT OLD like Cloris. She have it going on! It's too bad that Miguel missed her dancing with Corky. He adores Cloris!

9:30 PM - I turned off the TV.

I'm still doing the videos.

10:40 PM - I'm getting sleepy. I may go to bed soon. I have been at it all day long.

10:45 PM - That does it. Time for bed!

Monday, March 31, 2008

Defeat


defeat

Yes, I admitted defeat!
It is a losing battle with the alcoholic, Miguel.
Rehab is NOT a option for him.
Let him kill himself.
That is what he want!