a plead for help with OUR lifes

road sign

2009-03-24T19:40:00.000-07:00

12/16/08 pics

2008-12-16T21:33:00.000-08:00

12/15/08 pics

2008-12-15T23:15:00.000-08:00

12/14/08 pics

2008-12-14T23:43:00.000-08:00

I was thisclose of NOT taking the pics tonight. I didn't feel like it. I think I stop at the end of the year. It was down to the wire. I had 30 minutes to spare. LOL

12/13/08 pics

2008-12-13T21:29:00.000-08:00

thesmiths1013 xmas card

2008-12-13T17:32:00.000-08:00

thesmiths1013 xmas card

Xmas card from the smiths!

You can see my PIGGY nose in the video.

Oink! Oink!

LOL

omg! blood!

2008-12-13T13:24:00.000-08:00

omg! blood!
I'm bleeding from my ass!
Damn!
Why am I bleeding?

worst night ever!

2008-12-13T09:16:00.000-08:00

worst night ever!

Last night was the worst night ever!
I kept on waking up!
I'm tired and sleepy.
I don't want to take a nap during the day.
It will be hard to sleep at night.
I don't like naps.
I think I was too damn hot to sleep.
I had the blanket on me.
That made me hot during the night.
Man, the fan was on too.
I should have sleep like a baby.
Wah! wah!

12/12/08 pics

2008-12-12T21:23:00.001-08:00

mongoos150 crappy weather

2008-12-12T19:34:00.000-08:00

mongoos150 crappy weather

Some of u won't get the joke!

LOL

Here's a clue.

Nick is leaving the crappy weather behind in Scotland.

Nick is facing crappy weather when he get home to Los Angeles soon.

Rain is coming this week.

special xmas card

2008-12-11T23:26:00.000-08:00

special xmas card

I got a very special xmas card from my best friend.

That was so sweet.

I hoped he calls me soon.

It's too bad he can't come over.

Man, I will give him a BIG HUG and I will kiss him all over!

Yeah, man, yeah!

Bye, bye!

12/11/08 pics

2008-12-11T22:43:00.000-08:00

I don't think I will take any more pics of my head; it won't remain still as I take pics. Tonight, I probably took over 70 pics! I kid you not! LOL

slap madrosed

2008-12-11T08:22:00.000-08:00

slap madrosed

madrosed working hard - eyes are getting heavy though

Man, do you know what she needs?

scareykatt @madrosed Slap! wake up! Slap! clean house! Slap! Cook supper! Slap! Walk the dog! Slap! Wash dishes! Slap! Dirty laundry! Slap! NOW! ROFL!

12/10/08 pics

2008-12-10T22:39:00.001-08:00

12/9/08 pics

2008-12-09T22:27:00.000-08:00

12/8/08 pics

2008-12-08T20:58:00.000-08:00

2008 december 8, monday

2008-12-08T11:13:00.000-08:00

10:30 am - I haven't went to the eye doctor yet. I just woke up. Last night, I went to bed about 3:45 am. I'm still tired and sleepy. I haven't eat breakfast yet.

I got a bright ideal. I got a wire. I stripped off the white part. I used it for my glasses. It's much better than the toothpick. LOL.

I may not have to see the eye doctor. I can buy the mini screw driver glasses kit. I think Walgreens have it. If not, Rite Aid.

11:08 am - abc 7 news.

Noon - I Love Lucy.

I'm freezing my ass off. I need to turn on the heater like now, right now! At this moment in time. I need to eat something too. I missed breakfast. Toast will do great.

I muted the TV. I watched some videos. I ate four toast. Yummy. My tummy was full.

1 pm - Days Or Our Lives

america's white trash

2008-12-08T01:52:00.000-08:00

Hi, guys.
I'm America's White Trash!
Yes, guys.
This is a toothpick.
Toothpick.
America's White Trash!
I noticed something was wrong with my glasses.
I took off my glasses.
The right lens popped out.
Damn!
I can't believe it.
It have never happen to me before.
The screw was missing from the glasses.
Not my screw lose.
The screw is still in my tiny tiny tiny brain.
That's why I'm using this toothpick.
Hmm, I am America's White Trash.
I have no ideal of when and where I lost it.
Careful.
Not my screw lose up here.
Okay?
Damn!
I looked everywhere for it.
I looked on the carpet, the kitchen and the bathroom.
I couldn't find it any where.
Damn!
I need to see the eye doctor.
One more time, I am America's White Trash!

aim strange talk

2008-12-08T00:24:00.000-08:00

aim strange talk

I had a very strange talk on AIM. This one guy IMed me first. Later, he claimed I was someone else. Huh? All this time, I was talking as scareykatt, not someone else.

IronedCoho (10:42:14 PM): Hey.
scareykatt (10:42:26 PM): hi
IronedCoho (10:42:50 PM): whats up?
scareykatt (10:43:05 PM): listening to ricky martin. what about u?
IronedCoho (10:43:13 PM): lol, ricky martin?
IronedCoho (10:43:39 PM): starting to get ready for bed.

scareykatt (10:43:45 PM): u betcha. i like his music.

scareykatt (10:44:15 PM): it is only 10:44 pm in LA

IronedCoho (10:44:32 PM): why are you in la?

scareykatt (10:45:18 PM): i gave up my cowboy hat for a hollywood star!

IronedCoho (10:45:50 PM): ridiculous.

scareykatt (10:46:48 PM): it is my weird sense of humor.

IronedCoho (10:49:18 PM): so are you in hollywood?

scareykatt (10:49:58 PM): yes. i am in silverlake, near hollywood

scareykatt (10:51:25 PM): i hoped i am not keeping u from your beauty sleep

IronedCoho (10:51:43 PM): nope, im normally up for a couple more hours anyway

scareykatt (10:52:14 PM): me too. i go to sleep about 1.

IronedCoho (10:52:18 PM): god damn interactive male commericlas

IronedCoho (10:52:22 PM): commercials*

scareykatt (10:52:57 PM): i wouldn't know. i hardly watch tv on the weekends. there is nothing to watch till sunday night

IronedCoho (10:53:10 PM): what do you watch on sunday?

scareykatt (10:53:55 PM): simpsons, king of the hill, family guy, american dad and desperate housewives

IronedCoho (10:54:05 PM): gotcha

scareykatt (10:54:34 PM): if i miss them, i watch it online

IronedCoho (10:54:48 PM): yeah

scareykatt (10:55:06 PM): how was your weekend??

IronedCoho (10:55:20 PM): eh, it was alright
scareykatt (10:55:34 PM): mine was peaceful

IronedCoho (10:55:51 PM): good deal, what'd you do?

scareykatt (10:56:03 PM): artist

scareykatt (10:56:07 PM): and u?
IronedCoho (10:56:20 PM): no, i mean, what'd you do this wekend
IronedCoho (10:56:23 PM): weekend*
scareykatt (10:56:55 PM): listen to music all weekend long....grocery shopping
IronedCoho (10:57:15 PM): heh
scareykatt (10:57:38 PM): what about u?
IronedCoho (10:58:02 PM): worked
scareykatt (10:58:30 PM): it sucks on the weekends. all work and no play. lol
IronedCoho (10:59:49 PM): so, i wasnt smart enough to figure this out on my own... who are you?
scareykatt (11:00:36 PM): i wondered the same thing as u. i wouldn't even reply back
IronedCoho (11:00:56 PM): i like trying to figure things out and talking to new people
scareykatt (11:00:56 PM): u can call me pussy! lol
scareykatt (11:01:34 PM): i hardly talk on aim that much.....

IronedCoho (11:01:46 PM): i prefer aim.

IronedCoho (11:02:09 PM): and i imagine its really difficult to figure out who i am.

scareykatt (11:02:34 PM): AOL chat rooms are very boring as hell.....no one wants to talk. they wants to be SEEN, not heard

IronedCoho (11:02:54 PM): i dont have aol, and ive never tried using aim to go into chat rooms

IronedCoho (11:02:59 PM): i just go with the good old IM

IronedCoho (11:03:13 PM): i can be entertained talking to one person at a time

scareykatt (11:03:21 PM): aim changed a lot.

IronedCoho (11:04:00 PM): i dont use it for anything else, though

IronedCoho (11:04:15 PM): ok, so we've gotten one thing almost out of the way -

IronedCoho (11:04:22 PM): i'm chris, and you are...

scareykatt (11:04:24 PM): i hardly use AOL either. with DSL, i have no need for AOL
scareykatt (11:04:27 PM): pussy!
scareykatt (11:04:29 PM): LOL
scareykatt (11:04:33 PM): kaz
IronedCoho (11:04:43 PM): kaz?
scareykatt (11:04:57 PM): yes, kaz is my name
IronedCoho (11:05:16 PM): is kaz short for anything??
scareykatt (11:06:00 PM): Kazanova
scareykatt (11:06:17 PM): as in casanova!!
IronedCoho (11:06:42 PM): lol
IronedCoho (11:06:45 PM): nice.
scareykatt (11:06:51 PM): hehe
scareykatt (11:07:01 PM): where u are?
IronedCoho (11:07:18 PM): new york/
IronedCoho (11:07:22 PM): upstate.
scareykatt (11:07:44 PM): kewl
IronedCoho (11:07:57 PM): so where'd you get my sn?
scareykatt (11:08:03 PM): my friend live there
scareykatt (11:08:20 PM): I never did. We have never talk before.
IronedCoho (11:08:53 PM): but you IMed me. so did you just type a random sn?
scareykatt (11:09:22 PM): u IMed me first this evening.
IronedCoho (11:09:33 PM): ..no
scareykatt (11:09:35 PM): i thought u was a spam bot
IronedCoho (11:09:55 PM): " [01:42:43] AlchemicalCoho: Hi!
[01:42:43] *** Auto-response sent to AlchemicalCoho: i dont really like making art nouveau.
[01:42:50] ChrisTopPh34r: hi!
[01:42:50] AlchemicalCoho: hi
[01:43:13] ChrisTopPh34r: whats up?
[01:43:29] AlchemicalCoho: listening to ricky martin. what about u? "
IronedCoho (11:10:00 PM): you were the first IM.
scareykatt (11:11:38 PM): I have never talk or heard of ChrisTopPh34r. that person is not me
IronedCoho (11:11:46 PM): >.<
IronedCoho (11:11:49 PM): that's me.
IronedCoho (11:12:02 PM): you are apparently alchemicalcoho
scareykatt (11:12:21 PM): and i am not Alchemicalcoho
IronedCoho (11:12:32 PM): [02:12:45] AlchemicalCoho: and i am not Alchemicalcoho
IronedCoho (11:12:35 PM): then who are you
scareykatt (11:12:42 PM): i am talking to u as Scareykatt
scareykatt (11:12:48 PM): scareykatt
IronedCoho (11:12:57 PM): no you're not
scareykatt (11:13:08 PM): yes, i am scareykatt
IronedCoho (11:13:48 PM): it doesnt matter. anyway
IronedCoho (11:13:52 PM): whatcha doin
scareykatt (11:14:11 PM): listening to ricky martin and what about u?
IronedCoho (11:14:20 PM): still?
scareykatt (11:14:30 PM): of course!
IronedCoho (11:14:33 PM): ricky martin?
scareykatt (11:14:50 PM): yes, ricky martin
IronedCoho (11:15:04 PM): which song
scareykatt (11:15:30 PM): cup of life
scareykatt (11:17:12 PM): brb....someone is at the door
IronedCoho (11:17:18 PM): k
scareykatt (11:18:22 PM): g2g. it was nice talking to u. i have a visitor
IronedCoho (11:18:37 PM): um.. okay?
scareykatt (11:19:01 PM): have a great week. bye

12/7/08 pics

2008-12-07T19:48:00.000-08:00

2008 december 7, sunday

2008-12-07T14:19:00.000-08:00

2008 december 7

My sunday have been great so far.
The cops was here earlier.
First, I thought they was here for me.
Hmm, I wondered why.
It look like they arrested a guy for breaking into a apartment or what not.
I've no ideal.
I didn't stick around to find out.
I went to get some bread, milk and cookies.
Other than that, it's a peaceful day.

12/6/08 pics

2008-12-06T15:33:00.001-08:00

I took my daily pics early. I usually do it at night. Why not early? I've nothing else to do. I'm still handsome as the druggie before. LOL

2008 december 6, saturday

2008-12-06T11:33:00.000-08:00

I need some bread again. I lost the last one on the way home yesterday. Also, I need MILK too. I may get a new CART. I won't lose anything again. LOL

I better leave before I get too damn lazy to go anywhere!

11:49 am - Leaving! I waited for bus 4. I got off on Western/Santa Monica. I went to the 99 cent store, not the brand name one. I took down the pink cart. Yes, guys. I like PINK! The cart looked really nice and big enough. I brought it.

I went across the steet to Smart & Final. I put the cart in the shopping cart. I went inside to the cereal section. I grabbed a Frosted Flakes box. I put it inside the cart. That's great! The box can fit into the pink cart. I got one Rice Krispies and two Frosted Flakes. I waited in line. This one lady admired my pink cart. I told her where I got it. I showed her the address. She want to get one for her mother. I brought the stuff. I went outside. A guy begged for some money; he was hungry. I just walked away from him; I didn't want to give him some money.

I waited for the bus. Another lady admired my pink cart. I told her where I got it. I showed her the address. Soon after, another lady likes it too. I told her where I got it. The bus came. I was the last person to get on the bus. Suprising, the bus wasn't that full. The bus left. I saw my chance to get back to the bus. The bus stopped. I went to the back across from the door. I got off at my stop.

1:18 pm - Home.

2 pm - I ate doritos. It was my first time to eat all day.

I listened to music videos for the rest of the day. I hardly watch any TV on the weekends like u didn't know that already. LOL. There's no wonder the major networks stop showing originals on Saturday nights. Only Fox is still striving with the same lineup - Cops and America's Most Wanted - over ten years.

miguel best friend

2008-12-06T10:19:00.000-08:00

miguel best friend

Hi, Charlie's mom.
This is my best friend, Miguel.
My best friend and I went through some rough patches.
It hurts big time.
I killed Miguel.
It was great to get rid of him like that.
I don't have to put him with his alcohol problem.
I can't wait for the second coming of Miguel.
We can start anew.
I missed having Miguel in my life.

oops! the bread!

2008-12-05T23:45:00.000-08:00

oops! the bread!

Hi, Fluffy.
This morning, I went shopping at Vons with this cart.
I brought pop tarts, doritos, cookies and chips.
Man, there is one thing missing.
When I got home, I realized I lost the bread on the way home.
The bread was with the doritos.
I didn't know the bread was missing from the bag, Fluffy.
Oops. I forgot to tie the plastic bag.
Miguel ALWAYS told me to tie the bag.
Man!
Huh!
I didn't look for the bread.
It was long gone, Fluffy.

12/5/08 pics

2008-12-05T18:59:00.000-08:00

2008 november 5, friday

2008-12-05T12:47:00.000-08:00

7 am - I turned on the KTLA news. I heard OJ Simpson will be sentence today at 9. I made up my mind. I better do gorcery shopping this early morning. I don't want to miss the verdict.

I took the small cart with me. I walked to Vons. Kewl. Doritos is on sale. Finally, I have snacks! I got two bags of Doritos, some bread, Mission chips, three boxes of Pop Tarts and two boxes of Devil's Food cookies. I saved over $10. I went outside and fixed the things on the cart. I walked home.

8:53 am - I was home from groceries shopping. I realized I lost the bread on the way home. Oops. I forgot to tie the bag. Miguel ALWAYS told me to tie. LOL

I changed my mind about the verdict. It wasn't that important to me. We all know that OJ will be sentence to prison for a long time. I really don't care. Instead, I checked the DVDs. It took a while to pick one out, like always. LOL. I have so many to choose from. I finally picked the third season of The Golden Girls.

9 am - The Golden Girls.

I had trouble with the first episode on the third disk. Halfway through, the episode messed up. I checked the disk. DAMN! There was a scratch on the disk. I can't believe it. I haven't watch that disk before. I played it again. The same thing happened again. I went to the next episode. That episode was pretty okay. I watched four episodes, not counting the first one.

11:08 am - ABC 7 news. I saw OJ Simpson pleading with the judge. He claimed he didn't mean it to happen that way; he only want his stuff. He was sentence to 15 years in prison. He will be up for parole in five years.

Noon - I Love Lucy.

I turned on the computer. I muted the TV. I caught up on some videos.

1 pm - Days Of Our Lives.

1:43 pm - Donna called me. She wanted to mail me a xmas card. I gave it to her on the phone and an email. I mentioned I won't do anything for xmas. No tree, no nothing. She got 8 dogs and 5 cats from the animal shelter. She have been doing that for years. She will find them new homes.

2 pm - The Jeffersons.

The last episode gotten to me big time. Louis came from the doctors with bad news. She will live to 100 year old. The catch is Louis feels like a nothing. She didn't DO anything with her life. Oh, man! I really know how she felt. She really want to do something with her life; something worthwhile. She doesn't know what. Me either. Lionel mentioned as a kid when he grows up, he wanted to be a pirate and she wanted to be a nurse. There is nothing stopping her, except her. In my case, I still don't know what to do. She decided to be a nurse for real. I can really relate to Louis. We can learn things about yourself from a TV show like The Jeffersons.

4 pm - ABC 7 news.

4:38 pm - Sad News! I found out that On December 1, 2008, Paul Benedict was found dead at his home in Martha's Vineyard, Massachusetts. He was 70 years old.

I just watched him on The Jeffersons this afternoon. He played Mr. Bently from (1975–1981), (1983–1985).

It's a good thing I watched that show. I like Mr Bentley.

Few remaining cast members are still with us; Sherman Hemsley,
Marla Gibbs, Berlinda Tolbert, Ned Wertimer and Damon Evans.

5 pm - King Of The Hill.

6 pm - Family Guy.

I ate some Devil's Food Cookies with milk.

7 pm - Entertainment Tonight.

7:30 pm - Access Hollywood.

8 pm - I turned on the DVD player. It took me 20 minutes to pick out a show. Yes, it did!

8:20 pm - Diff'rent Strokes.

10:25 pm - KTLA 5 news.

I learned we had a 5.1 earthquake at 8:18 pm this evening. I didn't feel it. The U.S. Geological Survey says the temblor was a 5.5-magnitude that struck just outside Ludlow on Interstate 40, a small town in the Mojave Desert.

tyleroakley When I was 11, I didn't have YouTube to express my inner gaydome... http://tinyurl.com/56k2z7

scareykatt @tyleroakley when i was 11, we didn't have the web to express my inner gaydome...therefore, i got u beaten! oh, yeah! it was just the closet

11 pm - Friends

one of those days

2008-12-04T21:22:00.000-08:00

one of those days

Do u think u are really happy when u are not?
I had one of those days.
I should be happy.
I have a good life.
I have good friends.
I have a nice apartment.
I have no troubles at all.
I have no complaints whatsoever.
Life is great.
I have nothing to be sad about.
Yet, I am sad for no reason at all.
Maybe, something is missing from my life.
I don't know what.
It can't be love.
Love is far from my mind.
This alone time is great.
I don't have to worry about anyone else.
It's just me, myself and I.

12/04/08 pics

2008-12-04T19:46:00.001-08:00

12/03/08 pics

2008-12-03T21:29:00.000-08:00

2008 december 3, wednesday

2008-12-03T08:01:00.000-08:00

7 am - I woke up. I turned on the computer and the tv.

I have to pick up my money and cash a check today. I may probably leave about nine. I'm low on cash.

I haven't been to the post office in couple of weeks. I bet I have lots of crap now.

I left about 8:15 am. I took the rapid to the post office. I was right. I had lots of mail. Some of them was junk. I got a xmas card from my friend in the UK. I need to send her one back. I may buy a new one or use a old one from Miguel. He still have some leftovers.

I waited about the bus stop. I was thisclose of getting some bread and lettuce at Pavilions. I didn't want to take it all over the place on the bus. I will get them later. I caught bus 4; I was no hurry to go home. We came upon Fairfax/Santa Monica. I was tempted to catch Fairfax bus; it was a change from Vermont. Like always, I took the bus to Vermont. I took the bus to Sunset. I got off the bus and walked to the bank. I cashed a check.

Then, I went to Jons for the bread and lettuce. I noticed a sign inside saying all backpacks goes to the front desk. Something like that. I kept my backpack. I believed the lettuce was on sale for 79 cent. I think at Vons it was a little higher. I looked at the bread. Damn! The bread are very expensive; over $2 and higher. It's best to get it at Vons. I brought the lettuce. I took the bus back to Santa Monica. I noticed I was on the same bus I got off; the same small cap was on the floor, near the exit door. I took bus 4 home.

11:03 am - HOME. I turned on the news.

11:30 am - I ate rice krispies with milk.

noon - I Love Lucy

1 pm - Days Of Our Lives

2 pm - I watched Soap on dvd.

4:48 pm - I watched news 7 again.

I caught up on some videos.

5: 30 pm - I ate a salad for supper.

6:30 pm - King Of Queens.

7 pm - Everyone Loves Raymond.

7:30 pm - That 70's Show.

8 pm - Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer.

9 pm - Get Smart

10 pm - KTLA news.

heroin druggie

2008-12-02T23:09:00.000-08:00

heroin druggie

Don't u love heroin?

I shoot up heroin in my arm.

Now, look at me.

I'm very high that I can't see straight!

12/02/08 pics

2008-12-02T21:49:00.000-08:00

2008 december 1, monday

2008-12-01T22:46:00.000-08:00

I paid my rent after Days Of Our Lives. Gaberial asked me about Thanksgiving. I mentioned I just stayed home; I hardly celebrate the holidays. I watched Married With Children.

2:33 pm - Falcon called me on the phone. I haven't talk to him in a long time. He is homeless for a long time. It was good to hear from him. I did nothing for thanksgiving. He wished he have known that; he would have come over and cook thanxgiving for me. Aaahhh, that was sweet of him.

I told him he need to pay a bill. He missed it last month. Now, the bill is $158. Sadly, he doesn't have the money again. Once again, I offered to pay the bill. I wondered when I can see him. We haven't spend some time alone in a while. He couldn't right now; he must follow the rules and do the buddy. We continued talking for a while. We hung up.

Hmm, a great ideal came! Maybe, I could suprise him at the library. He can fill out the paper work for me. That's a great excuse to see him. I got dress and put the papers in the fanny pack. I grabbed the water. I zoomed out the door. I hoped he haven't left the library with his friend.

I went to Lucy's for a money order. I walked in Lucy's. I noticed no one was in the line. I ran up to the window. Damn! Some lady was already there. She took a while. Hurry up, lady! I don't want to miss him. I looked at the front door and the side door back and forth. Don't let the bird fly by. Falcon must sign the papers for me. I got my $158 money order. I went through the front door. Nope, I didn't see him in the street. Hopefully, he was at the library.

I walked fast. I wondered if I should go through the back door. I decided to use the front instead. This is my first time to be at this new libary. It opened up few years ago. I walked in the library. I looked around. Hmm, this one guy look familiar to me. I could be wrong thou. I slowly walked up to the person. Yes, it's my old friend, Falcon! He looked quite different since the last time I saw him.

I gave him the papers to fill out. I have no ideal how to fill out the papers. Falcon is the expert. I didn't want to mess up the papers. He was very suprise to see me. He was NOT expecting it. I wanted to suprise him. It was so good to see him. He was looking much better now. He offered me to sit down. I sat across from him. There was two old guys at the same table. One old guy use his laptop. He hugged me.

Falcon mentioned he was with his friend. He was looking at some books; he was close of getting his GED. He dropped out of school long time ago. I think his finals is next week. He can't wait to graduate. The friend have been at the same homeless shelter. over eight months.

I wondered if he need some money. I was about to give $20. He only watch some change to use the phone. I looked at the fanny pack. I grabbed some change. I put the coin purse on the table. Falcon noticed some dollars in the purse. He took all the dollars and the change.

He finished the paper work and the money order. It was all set for the post office. I told him I would mail it tomorrow morning. He mentioned his friend is in black clothes. I saw him coming toward us. He seems like he is ready to head back to the homeless shelter. Falcon and I hugged again. We parted ways. I walked by his friend and wave at the friend. I walked out the library. I walked up the street. I put the papers in the fanny pack. I looked back; they were walking the same way as me. I noticed the bus was coming. I wanted to yell at Falcon; taking the bus to the post office. The bus turned the corner. I ran to the bus stop. I hopped on the bus.

The bus stopped by Vons. The bus driver got off the bus; a new bus driver took his place. I got off the bus. I walked to the post office. It was a long line. More people got in line behind me. Now, the line was at the door. I waited for a while. I gave them the mail with the one dollar. Stamp please. I paid for the stamp. She gave me my change. I went outside for home. Falcon's mail was on it's way. It was a very long walk home. I got home about 3:51 pm. I was very tired and sweating. I sat on the couch with the fan on me.

12/1/08 pics

2008-12-01T22:43:00.001-08:00

2008 november 30, sunday

2008-11-30T23:04:00.000-08:00

It was a NOTHING day again. I did nothing.

I didn't feel like going to church. I haven't been to this gay church in a long long time. That was few years ago when Pastor Nancy gave up the church took over and another pastor took over. I wouldn't say Pastor Nancy gave up; she got an promotion within the church orginization. I forgot what the promotion was.

When my old friend, Milton, visited me on the Barrack winning election day, I learned the church moved to a new location in Hollywood, near me, about 15 minutes on the bus. All this time, I have no ideal MCC moved to Hollywood. I figured they will stay in the gay neighborhood. They was right by the main clubs on Santa Monica Blvd.

I like Pastor Nancy very much. It wasn't the same with the new pastor. It didn't felt right. Pastor Nancy brought so much to the church.

Here is Rev. Nancy talking at the 40th Anniversary on October 6, 1968.

I did the same thing I did yesterday - watch videos! Ooohh! Very exciting!

11/30/08 pics

2008-11-30T20:34:00.000-08:00

2008 november 29, saturday

2008-11-29T18:12:00.000-08:00

I didn't do that much today. I didn't have breakfast. I brought a bus pass at Lucy's. I exited Lucy's on the side and walked through the parking lot. I stood on the sidewalk for a little while. I didn't know what to do with myself. There was nothing to do.

I hardly have any friends to hang out with. Brian & Pete lives in the valley. They are very busy with their own lifes. Miguel is long gone; I killed Miguel last month. I don't have to put up with the alcohol problem. Killing Miguel was the best thing I ever did this year. Those three are my main friends. I lost touch with the other friends. I haven't see Mike or Taylor in years. Robert died from cancer about two years ago.

It is just me at the moment. Sadly, with no life at all. I am so dead right now. I wished I have more friends to hang out with.

I had frosted flakes with milk for lunch. I had pasta for supper.

All day long, I watched videos on youtube. I hardly watch TV on the weekends till Sunday night. There is nothing to watch. Sometimes, I will watch DVDs.

I found an subscription on youtbe. I couldn't think of his name for a few months. I realized watching the road trip videos, it may come back to me. Which it did an hour later! The name came to me out of the blue. It was lifejourneyguy. I enjoyed his videos very much. You guys will like his videos too. While you are at it, please subscribe to him.

11/29/08 pics

2008-11-29T17:36:00.000-08:00

11/28/08 pics

2008-11-28T20:13:00.000-08:00

I do REALISTIC art

2008-11-28T11:02:00.000-08:00

police & bloody pants

I do REALISTIC art.

Realistic is the key.

There's no wonder that the OTHER video site banned me!

To be a successful artist, u need to show the emotions as THAT person.

Just like the actors.

The art must be as good as the actors - very REALISTIC.

police & bloody pants

2008-11-28T00:02:00.000-08:00

police & bloody pants

I have a message on November 24, 2008, my birthday.

He said, "You killed Miguel, You are going to prison forever. The police have been called and they have all of the information and all the videos. They will be coming to get you soon. Good bye Kazz, have fun in San Quentin..."

Man, I don't believe that.
The police will not arrest me.
It have been a few days since November 24.
By now, the police would have come to my place.
Have they?
No!
That tell me one thing.
The police does not have any evidence.
I'm in the clear of any wrong doing.
Hmmm.
Then again, I must get rid of the bloody pants before the police stop by.
See all the blood.
Man, I can not let the police get their hands on the bloody pants.
I will throw them away.
Hey!
I can toss the pants in the ocean.
They will sink down to the bottom of the ocean.
Man, that is a great ideal.
Then, the police can not arrest me.
I will be free, free, free forever.
This pants right here.
I need to throw them away soon before the police come here.
Man, this is the only thing I need to get rid of.
Bye.

11/27/08 pics

2008-11-27T20:54:00.001-08:00

happy thanksgiving

2008-11-27T08:25:00.000-08:00

Happy Thanksgiving!

I have no family.

It is just me.

I don't celebrate the holidays.

It is just ANOTHER DAY for me.

11/26/08 pics

2008-11-26T21:14:00.000-08:00

Yes, I was shooting up heroine again.

It was quite depressing during the holidays.

I have no family whatsoever.

rainy day

2008-11-26T13:23:00.000-08:00

rainy day

11/25/08 pics

2008-11-25T20:11:00.001-08:00

It have been one FULL month since I cut my hair.

I have never thought I will last this long.

Couple of times, I didn't want to keep on.

funny birthday ecard

2008-11-24T23:33:00.000-08:00

My friends, Brian & Pete, sent me a funny birthday ecard. It was very cute.

Text for Ecard since it's hard to read on blue.

Dear Kazzanova,
Happy Birthday!!!....Wheew, we made it just in time!
Love, Peter & Brian

Click on this link.

I love the BONE candle the best.

He will eat the bone, instead the cake.

LOL

madrosed @scareykatt Happy Birthday - Hope your day is AWESOME!!!!!!!!

scareykatt @madrosed Thanx, guys! My birthday have been really nice. I did nothing today, except I made cupcakes. 39th year is off to a great start!!

thesmiths1013 - Happy Birthday Kazz, I wish you many more!!!!

(Sadly, some friends forgot my birthday.)

Thanx for all the birthday wishes, EVERYONE!

I really appreciated it very much.

It means the world to me.

I had a great birthday.

My 39th year on planet earth is going great.

I made some spice cup cakes.

There were very tasty; I have lots to eat for the next couple of days.

In closing, I do NOT celebrate birthdays AND holidays.

They are just another day for me.

11/24/08 pics

2008-11-24T22:49:00.000-08:00

happy birthday

2008-11-24T13:06:00.001-08:00

happy birthday

I can be 18 again on my TODAY'S birthday!

I gotta to love being 18 again.

I am 18 for life.

Happy birthday, KAZ

11/23/08 pics

2008-11-23T22:49:00.001-08:00

2008 november 23, sunday

2008-11-23T11:33:00.000-08:00

scareykatt Debating of where to go. DVDs at Target or milk at Vons. I have TINY milk left. I want That 70's Show 6-8. I saw 6 & 7 is on sale yesterday.

9:25 am - I left for the bus stop.

9:30 am - Bus 4 came. No thanx. It's a good thing I waited. Rapid 704 came couple minutes later. I was on the way.

I arrived at Best Buy. Yes, Best Buy. I checked out the TV shows. There was nothing I want.

Now, for the moment of truth. I ended up at Target! I checked out the TV shows. Family Guy was no longer on sale. Man, they have lots of second season of Family Guy. Yesterday, there was none. I looked at my list. I don't have That 70's Show 2, 6-8. I got 6 & 7. Season 8 was not on sale. I have two more seasons to get. Seasons 2 & 8. I might as well get 8. I didn't give the new guy, Randy, a chance in the original run. I thought Randy was a poor replacement for Eric &Kelso; I didn't find him to be that funny the first time around.

I checked the $5 movies. Superman Returns was there. I haven't see that movie. Therefore, it was a blind buy! ROFL. I heard it was good. I looked at the cups. I need one when I brush my teeth. I want a cup with a handle. I was on the way to the cashier. I heard a lady mentioned toothpaste. I realized I need to buy some toothbrushs. I gave my friend my last toothbrush last week. There was four in a pack; I got two of them! I paid for my stuff. I waited for the bus. I sat down for a while. My foot was killing me. I caught rapid 704. I went home.

11:24 am - HOME! I put up the dvds. I put a new toothbrush out and throw away the last two ones in the trash. I took off the shoes. I turned on the laptop. I was getting hungry. I haven't eat breakfast.

12:30 pm - I left for Vons.

1:10 pm - HOME.

1:50 pm - Toast for lunch. I missed breakfast.

1:53 pm - Family Guy on dvd.

I fell asleep couple of times during Family Guy. I was that tired. I watched Seinfeld first season. Love Seinfeld! I believed I fell asleep one time.

I checked the TV guide. 24 movie is on tonight at 8. I forgot about it. 24 wasn't even on last season because of the writer's strike. I had time to watch an episode of Saturday Night Live. Richard Pryor was the host. He was pretty funny. I love the Exorcist skit the best. The demon girl landed the bed on Richard's foot. Richard screamed, "The bed is on my foot!" That was classic.

7:13 pm - I put it on Fox. King Of The Hill was on. I already watch those episodes. I muted the TV till 24 comes on.

I ate a peanut butter sandwich for supper.

8 pm - 24.

10 pm - Fox 11 News.

11 pm - TMZ.

all evening long, I felt like I'm catching a cold. I don't feel that great either. I will go to bed soon. Hopefully, the cold would go away. Then again, the rain is coming tomorrow night. It may get worst before it gets better.

good night!!

11/22/08 pics

2008-11-22T21:46:00.000-08:00

2008 november 22, saturday

2008-11-22T16:01:00.000-08:00

All morning long, I worked on the next phase. Since vloggerheads blocked me, I have to go to a different direction for the time being. Craig is a likely choice. I got a new yahoo account, then I signed up for Craig. We need a email to post on Craig. I don't want to use my regular email.

Do you know what so damn funny? Vloggerheads convicted me as a murderer and banned me from the site. Man, what happen to innocense until proven guilty?? It's the opposite for Vloggerheads. Vloggerheads is the judge AND the jury, all role up as one.

All I can say...Vloggerheads made a BIG mistake! It will bite them in their ass! Of course, I will use it as my advantage. Vloggerheads won't get away with it. I promised!

1:23 pm - I left my place. I waited for the bus for a little while. I caught bus 4. I got off on Los Palmas. I went straight to the cybercenter. Oh, no! It was close. The hours was 9 to 1. Huh? I checked the web site before I left. the hours was 1-5 pm on Saturday. I didn't stick around. I left the building. The trip wasn't wasted. Target was an ideal! I need something from them any way.

This black guy asked for some change to buy something to eat. Nope! I don't carry any money on me. I looked down the street. It looks like the bus was coming. I sat at the bus stop. I got on rapid 704. I got off the next stop. I went to Target.

I looked TV shows. They got good deals. Some prices was $12.98. The O.C., Friends, The Simpsons, and others. Hmm, Family Guy is on sale too! I thought about getting some shows. I checked out the keyboards. I got a cheap one. I really don't need an expensive one. Hopefully, the keyboard can fix the monitor! For some reason, the old one can't fix the monitor. I tried lots of times. I decided a new keyboard may do the trick.

I went back to the tv shows. I saw the price tag. It was a good thing I came to Target. Today was the last day for Family Guy dvds. I got the first and third volume. The second volume was already sold out. I got in line. The cashier caught my attention. She scanned my stuff. She asked if the lipstick was mine. Nope. The lipstick was already there. I got my stuff.

I went outside for the bus stop. I noticed the bus was coming. It was the rapid. The other bus was still far away. I was planning to walk up the next block to catch it; lots of people was waiting for the bus. I started to walk. Rapid 704 stop and let the people off. KEWL! I was the first one on the bus. I wasn't expecting that. Everyone walked up to the same bus too.

I got off the bus on Alvarado/Sunset. I got the crackers out of my bag. I ate them on the way home.

3:20 pm - HOME! I turned on the laptop. I was still eating the crackers. I listened to the music videos from Nirvana, Guns N Roses and REM.

5 pm - Youtube Live!

7:05 pm - TV supper.

OMG! Vloggerheads banned me!

2008-11-21T20:14:00.000-08:00

vloggerheads banned me

Huh? What the hell? I did nothing wrong at all. I don't understand.

This is the last thing i said...

scareykatt - The truth to be known...Miguel is dead four weeks ago.

I got rid of him for good.

I covered up my tracks; no one suspect a thing at all.

The police can't do anything about it.

I'm looking forward to the second coming of Miguel, just like Jesus Christ.

11/21/08 pics

2008-11-21T13:06:00.000-08:00

2008 november 21, friday

2008-11-21T10:07:00.000-08:00

breakfast - cheerios with a cup of milk.
lunch - crackers
dinner - two hamburgers.

Another slow day. I think I do nothing today, except web and TV. The weather is great today. It's sunny!

10:40 am - I posted beating up miguel on lisanovalive; linked to i beat up miguel.

i noticed a comment on my post, i killed miguel.

lima

are you kidding me? I come over here from another site to find out you killed your boyfriend?

This is my response.

It was worth it.

Miguel is not in pain any more.

I won't have to put up with OUR alcohol problem.

The nightmare is dead and buried.

One of these days, i will see him again. This time, it will be HEAVEN!

11 am - ABC 7 news.

11:30 am - Y&R

12:30 pm - B&B

1 pm - Days Of Our Lives

2 pm - Hawaii Five-O

3 pm - I watch some videos.

4:50 pm - Shower time. I forget to put the towel on the shower pole. I stepped out. I grabbed the towel and put it on the pole. The shower pole accidentally came down! I think I pulled it down! Oops! I tried to fix it. It wasn't in the same spot. oh well. I can't fix it. I was dripping wet. I took the shower.

I dried myself off. I had trouble of fixing it. I realized what I went wrong. I screwed it the wrong way; it was quite tight. I fixed the pole. I watched the news for a little while. I muted the TV; I was busy online and watching videos.

6 pm - Family Guy.

The TV was still muted from 6 pm and beyond! I listened to the music videos on youtube.

7 pm - Two Men And A Half.

8 pm - Keeping Up Appearances.

8:35 pm - I checked my email. I deleted few of them. I got some email from vloggerheads. Kewl! More response from the Miguel Is Dead post. I went to vloggerheads.

Wouldn't you know it?

VLOGGERHEADS BANNED ME!

9 pm - As Time Goes By.

10:05 pm - Five minutes late for Are You Being Served; I finished listen to New Order.

2008 november 20, thursday

2008-11-20T22:59:00.000-08:00

breakfast - frosted flakes with cup of milk. I finished it off.
lunch - peanut butter sandwich.
supper - salad.

This morning, I watched all last week's Y&R episodes. I missed the first thirteen minutes of Y&R. That's okay. I figured I won't make it on time with last week's episodes.

Man, Y&R is pretty awesome this month. I hoped it stays that way. Sadly, it won't.

12:30 pm - B&B.

1 pm - Day Of Our Lives.

I unstalled yahoo messenger, aim, webcam, aol and norton from the laptop. I restarted the computer. I installed everything again except Norton. It's nothing but trouble for the laptop. Norton is a huge waste of money. I should have listen to Brian few months ago. I will wait for a while till I install Norton again. The laptop runs smoothly without it.

I watched some TV and videos on the web.

I read on Perez Hilton that Kelly Osbourne gave a homeless guy some money. I know that HOMELESS GUY! No kidding! http://tinyurl.com/6akwzl

I left two comments on Perez.

#1

OMG!

I know that homeless guy.

I saw him many times before.

He carried two HUGE BAGS everywhere he go.

As long I saw him around, he have been HOMELESS for a long, long, long time.

Probably, over ten years.

Most times, i see him on the bus with his bags.

8 pm - Ugly Betty.

Another great episode!

I noticed a blog post, Miguel is dead? There was no comments yet. I wanted to be the first one with a comment. I carefully thought about what I wanted to say. As a writer, I need to word it right. You know, make it believable. That is a great way to get everyone's attention with the writing. All artists must do that always.

I didn't want to miss Ugly Betty. I put off my own response till the show was over. I had tears again. Ugly Betty does that. Justin wanted to see a broadway show with his friend, Randy. At school, Randy acted like a jerk again because Randy's other friends doesn't like their friendship.

Marc admitted the truth to Betty that she was the token latino. Betty doesn't believed him. She checked it out and refused to be at Yeti. She gave her chance to Marc. Daniel came through for Betty; she can go to Yeti after all with Marc since Marc and Betty works for different magazines. Marc & Betty made up; they are both happy for each other.

I refreshed the page. Damn! There are 12 comments on Miguel is dead post. Some people were talking about Miguel and me. They wondered if I really kill Miguel! LOL. My writing for the videos are brillant! I'm one hell of a actor too. The acting was so damn convincing!

I posted my comment. I made a separate entry for this blog.

Miguel is dead?

2008-11-20T22:21:00.000-08:00

Miguel is dead?

Someone asked that question on a video site. Here are some responses.

13 Comments

William - what the heck? the second coming of Miguel?? wow

KimOsh - eh??? wtf?




That Girl PiP - This link isn't working for me




lima - a video of scarrykatt saying he killed miguel




That Girl PiP - Can you redo the link, video doesn't show and the link don't work, thanks.




KimOsh - how can you tell if someone is serious or just blowing out BS??






KimOsh - It reminds me of that AIDS guy on YT. He posted a video saying he infected 1500 black and latino women with the AIDS virus which turned out to be bullshit. They arrested him when he posted a video claiming to have tainted Gerber baby food...the company pressed charges because it wasn't true and it sent people into a panic. Many people called the authorities on that guy.




lima - I was reading some of his blogs, they are pretty messed up as well, talking about kidnapping a little girl, talking about giving people the aids virus, .... it's like one of those things were we are all supposed to believe its not true, but then makes you wonder if its really true.. making you think its not true.




lea - holy fuck




Irishlluv - I have no words

lima - i hate when I spell words wrong :(

vitalfinds - I've always assumed that it was a "movie" series.




scareykatt - The truth to be known...Miguel is dead four weeks ago.

I got rid of him for good.

I covered up my tracks; no one suspect a thing at all.

The police can't do anything about it.

I'm looking forward to the second coming of Miguel, just like Jesus Christ.

11/20/08 pics

2008-11-20T22:17:00.000-08:00

2008 november 19, wednesday

2008-11-19T23:50:00.000-08:00

breakfast - frosted flakes with milk.
lunch - butter bread during Prison Break.
supper - tv dinner, pasta

11:30 am - Young & Restless

I started to watch Y&R again on my sister's birthday. I have not seen that soap over 9 months. All I can say...the soap is getting good once again.

12:30 pm - Bold & Beautiful

I watched B&B too. I haven't seen that soap in a long time.

1 pm - Days.

2 pm - I caught up the shows I missed this week. Family Guy, American Dad, The Simpsons and Prison Break.

I saw Katherine's furneral on Y&R from November 17. It was heartbreaking. I had tears! It was great to see the old characters, Liz, Brock, Dina, Danny, Tracy and few others. Nina was there too! She met the real Phillip the next day!

Then, I saw this month's Y&R episodes starting with November 3. Man, this sweeps month is great so far!

All day long, I saw 8 Y&R episodes! I'm a big fan! I missed a lot this past nine months. I learned that Noah is now a teen. Noah is Nick/Sharon's son. Yesterday, I read that Victor/Ashley's daughter, Abby, will be a teen shortly. Now, I know why. Y&R want Noah and Abby to be teens together! Abby is Noah's aunt and Noah is older than Abby. We have a new Billy. This Billy I like. I hoped this Billy stays. The last one was not that good.

I have one more week....last week's episodes. I saw November 7 cliffhanger, then I will be caught up for the month. The cliffhanger was awesome. Ashley finally found Victor at a church. Nick & Sharon met up at the coffee shop; Nick doesn't know Phyllis showed up in Paris!

Jill talked to Gloria and Jeff at the coffee shop. They told Jill that Kay was drinking again. Jill told Nikki to meet them at the bar. Everyone showed up at the bar. No one could believed she is drinking again. Amber called Kay on the cell phone. The bartender mentioned she wasn't there. Jeff showed Kay's picture to the bartender. He admitted she was there. Everyone was shocked. The bartender put Kay's cell phone on the bar; "please give her that." Nikki grabbed the phone and looked at it. She claimed the cell phone is Kay's. Nikki believed Kay fooled them all.

Kay & Marge was on the way to rehab in the rain. The rain was getting worst. Marge mentioned she can go tomorrow. Kay refused to take her home; Marge "may change her mind tomorrow." A bright light showed up. Marge grabbed the wheel and Kay crashed the car!

happy birthday, oldest sister

2008-11-19T23:09:00.000-08:00

happy birthday, oldest sister

11/19/08 pics

2008-11-19T22:47:00.000-08:00

Days Of Our Lives - John & Marlena

2008-11-18T22:33:00.000-08:00

I read Perez Hilton. I clicked next couple times. I noticed Marlena And John Get Axed From Days at #3 on most emailed list. Man, that is BIG NEWS in the soap world. Marlena have always been my favourite and I remembered John as Roman Brady in the late 1980's. Yes, guys, I am THAT old. I can't believed it.

Days of Our Lives stars Deidre Hall and Drake Hogestyn are getting the axe, victims of the show's recent massive budget cuts.

That's right, they've been laid off!

Famous for their portrayals of the popular Marlena and John, the tempestuous lovers will "be happily reunited after a long period of angst and separation and will be off-screen after January for an unknown period of time," according to exec producer Ken Corday.

John and Marlena have been the top couple forever. They have lots of history together. They shared a child and a grandkid together. John recently returned from the dead and they got a divorce. Marlena and any Days fan does not like the NEW John. We like the old John better; the new John is too much like his half brother, Stefano DiMera, but John gave up his power, the mansion and the DiMera money to win back Marlena!

11/18/08 pictures

2008-11-18T22:09:00.000-08:00

2008 november 18, tuesday

2008-11-18T16:05:00.000-08:00

I went grocery shopping early in the morning. About time too. I have food to eat. I had nothing in the icebox. I brought enough TV dinners. Also, I got some soft drinks, fruit in the can, eggs and bread. I saved lots of money. I was hot. I relaxed for a while on the couch.

I decided to watch only B/W TV shows on DVD. It was kewl. I like B/W shows. I watched The Honeymooners, Hazel and Gilligan's Island. I still can't get over it; I thought all Gilligan's episodes was in colour. I don't remember seeing it in B/W as a lad.

Miguel called during Hazel. He told me that he is coming over for his mail. We hung up. I stopped the DVD. I went outside to look for him. I walked down the block. I looked down the street. Miguel wasn't coming. He supposed to be coming. It only take about 5 minutes from Dream Center to my place. Maybe, he called again. I went back inside. There was no message. I went outside again. I looked down the street again. Not yet. I went up to the next block. Nope. I only saw Dream Center. The place is one block from my place. It was getting hot. I went inside.

I ran into Gaberial. He was leaving his apartment and going to the office. I told him that Miguel is coming over for his mail and Miguel is in rehab. He wondered where. I mentioned Dream Center. He hopes it will work for him. Me too. He wants no more drama from Miguel. I mentioned he should know about Miguel; he would want to know.

Miguel came over with this guy; he can't go anywhere without a guy. You know the buddy system. That's a great ideal. They can keep an eye on each other. I gave him the mail. He read the lawyer's letter. I mentioned he need his ID and SS card. Miguel wondered about the red folder. He checked the bag and the grey box. It wasn't there.

Miguel called Michael about the red folder. Yes, he is pleased that Michael have it; he need it for tomorrow at 3:30 pm. He will pick up the folder at Michael's. Michael may go with him. He looked at his black folder. He saw the class reciepts. He mentioned he won't go to the class. He is taking the computer class at Dream Center. That's great. With the computer class, he can work in the office somewhere. Thank God! He won't work with alcohol any more.

Miguel was about to leave; he wanted some socks and underwear. The guy waited outside. Miguel wanted a brown bag. I grabbed one for him. I gave it to him. Miguel looked for the clothes. He put down the black bag on the bed.

"Where are the small socks?" he asked.

"At the bottom," I said.

I looked outside. The guy was against the rail. I told him that Miguel was getting some clothes. I went back to Miguel. He put the three underwear and some socks in the bag. We went to the restroom. He need some scissors and a new toothbrush. I gave him my last toothbrush. He put them in the bag. He need a nail clipper. I gave it to him. He was off till he remember about the money. I gave him $50. He refused. He wanted something smaller; two $20. I gave him $40; one $20, one $10 and two $5. We said goodbye. I walked out and told them to take care.

I haven't talk about Miguel. Man, he was looking good. He haven't look that good in a long time. His appearance is awesome. I like his hair. He is really getting his life back in order. God and Dream Center is taking good care of him. I haven't seen Miguel before Halloween. I'm quite proud of him.

I finished watching Hazel. Then, I watched Gilligan's Island. I ate a peanut butter sandwich. It was couple minutes till 4. I debated to watch Ellen at 4 pm. I figured I will only watch B/W shows today. I decided to watch Ellen. I saw enough B/W episodes. I put it on Ellen.

5 pm - NBC 4 news.

6 pm - Family Guy.

I read Perez Hilton. I clicked next couple times. I noticed Marlena And John Get Axed From Days at #3 on most emailed list. Man, that is BIG NEWS in the soap world. Marlena have always been my favourite and I remembered John as Roman Brady in the late 1980's. Yes, guys, I am THAT old. I can't believed it.

Days of Our Lives stars Deidre Hall and Drake Hogestyn are getting the axe, victims of the show's recent massive budget cuts.

That's right, they've been laid off!

2008 november 17, monday

2008-11-17T19:41:00.000-08:00

I haven't had breakfast & lunch; I had a salad for supper.

I left home after 9:30 am. I was planning of going to some stores on Vermount & Hollywood. Instead, bus 4 came first. I thought of going to the 99 cent store on western, near McDonald's. I changed my mind. I went to Kmart. I didn't have to wait that long for the bus on Fairfax. It was coming toward the light. I ran across the street. The light changed. I ran to the bus stop. Bus 217 came. I noticed the rapid bus was behind bus 217. Nah, I don't have to take the rapid. I was in no rush.

I got off 3rd and Fairfax. I went to Kmart. I looked around. Nope, Kmart didn't have the cart. I went to Ross4less. They didn't have it either. I went to Farmer's Market for a little while. I checked out a store. No luck.

I went toward the Grove. Oh, man! Santa's Workshop is there in the middle of the street. I was about to leave for the bus. I changed my mind. I had my camera with me. I might as well to take pictures. Last year, I saw them to build the workshop. I believed I have some videotape. I wanted to go back few days later. Sadly, I didn't went back to take the pics.

I took lots of pics of the new workshop. I will post the pics in another post and make a video with the pics. I realized there was a Apple Store close by. I have been wanting to look at the iphone and the itouch for the longest time. I'm interest of getting either one of them. I checked out the iphone. The camera looked awesome! I took a pic of me. It turned out great. I was about to go upstairs. I looked at the left. I noticed the itouch. I checked them out. I didn't like the web on the itouch. The web was so tiny. The font was too small to read. A worker asked if I need some help. Nah. Not right now.

My legs and feet was getting tired. I walked back to the bus stop. Yes, the bus was coming! I came at the right time. I got on the bus. Off we go. I noticed that some store have the cart I need. No way! I won't get off the bus for it. My legs and feet was still tired. I decided to go with the original plan - Vermont & Hollywood. When I arrive there, I won't be that tire.

I got off the bus. I went to RiteAid. No luck again. I tried to use the restroom, but it was locked. I went to Jons. SUCCESS! Jons have the cart in three colors - red, blue and black. I tested out a cart. The wheels was so so. I checked out a second blue cart. Not so bad. I brought it. I went home on bus 4.

All right! I still have time for Days Of Our Lives. I don't want to miss my soap. I was home at 12:43 pm. Few minutes later, Miguel called me. We talked for a while. I taped the conversation too. We hung up the phone. The time was 1:08 pm. I turned on the TV for Days.

2 pm - I turned off the TV. Miguel didn't call me. He mentioned he would call me about 2. An hour passed, no Miguel at all.

3:08 pm - six episodes of Three's Company! Man, that show was funny. I laughed big time.

5:55 pm - Done with Three's Company. I checked the mail.

6 pm - Family Guy. I ate a salad.

7 pm - Extra.

7:30 pm - Access Hollywood

Miguel called me. He was working in the kitchen. That's why he didn't call me at 2. He wanted me to open up the letter from the lawyers. I read the letter. Man, he have an appointment this Wednesday at 3:30 pm. He must go to the meeting. If he don't show up, they will dismiss his bankrupty case, then he have to pay all the money! Sorry, guys. Miguel can't afford to pay or miss the appointment. I hoped the center will let him go for the meeting. We hung up the phone. I noticed in the letter that Miguel need to take his ID and SS number. Oh, m an! Miguel doesn't have a SS card. I hoped he can do without one.

8 pm - Dancing With The Stars.

9:30 pm - Samatha Who?

10 pm - KTLA 5 news.

11/17/08 pics

2008-11-17T19:23:00.000-08:00

webcam again......this is my third time in a row. I may use the webcam from now on.

2008 november 16, sunday

2008-11-16T22:33:00.000-08:00

Breakfast - cheerios with glass of milk
lunch - peanut butter sandwich
supper - popcorn

I watched All In The Family and Taxi in the afternoon.

A neighbor wanted me help with another neighbor. I went upstairs. Dear lord! It was the fat woman with the wheelchair. Damn! She need help to get in her wheelchair. Why me? She is too damn fat. I can't lift her. It's not her fault. I am NOT that strong to do things like that. It's always best to get someone with muscles. I am not muscles. I am such a weakling.

Any way, I lifted her up. I could barely hold her. The lady suggested the other neighbor to grab her legs. It was some help. I couldn't do it all by myself. We placed her in the wheelchair. Her place was a big mess. No biggie. She couldn't clean that often. Oh, man! She had a big flat screen TV. Her TV was much bigger than my two TV together. I don't want a big screen TV. I'm quite pleased with my small TVs.

I made a video, I killed miguel. That video is one of my personal best. Yet, it's very disturbing too. Oh well. The police won't show up.

I watched The Simpsons, King Of The Hill, Desperate Housewives and Fox11 news.

11/16/08 pictures

2008-11-16T22:27:00.000-08:00

The webcam again!

I Killed Miguel

2008-11-16T09:24:00.000-08:00

i killed miguel

Enough time has passed.
I haven't seen Miguel over three weeks.
I got rid of him for good.
Miguel is dead, dead and dead.
What a dream come true!
Now, I can reveal the truth.
I killed Miguel.
You heard me right.
Yes, I killed Miguel.
It felt so damn good.
It does not matter how I kill him.
The police can NOT do a damn thing about it.
I won't have to put up with his alcohol problem any more.
That life is over with.
Dead and buried.
The nightmare is gone from my life.
We can start anew.
I can't wait for the second coming of Miguel, just like Jesus Christ.

11/15/08 pictures

2008-11-15T19:30:00.000-08:00

I didn't use my regular camera, just the laptop webcam.

2008 november 15, saturday

2008-11-15T18:26:00.000-08:00

Slow Day.

I edited a video. I posted beating up miguel on the web this morning. I even blogged about it. Tom took down the blog from vloggerheads. Huh? I was speaking my mind in the blog!

I have a feeling that the police/the fbi would pay me an visit about the video. They won't get anything out of me. My lips are sealed.

I watched DVD all afternoon. There is nothing to watch on the weekends, except the DVD. I saw Animaniacs, The Jeffersons and Three's Company. Those shows was my DVD fix. LOL

Breakfast - frosted flakes with milk.
Lunch - four butter breads.
Supper - pasta with barbercue sause.

I saw new video, Kitty opens the show. Stacey mentioned that someone wondered why she still lives at home. She moved back home because of a bad relationship, then her mother got sick. She wanted to take care of her mom with her dad.

I left a comment for dreamer72fem.

Hello, sweetie Stacey.

You gave me new perception about belonging and family. I have never saw it that way before.

1999 - sister moved into her boyfriend's place with her kids.

mom and me ended up roommates at my sister's old place.

i was against of living with mom. I won't be happy and i can't be myself. I didn't want to live with her.

sadly, i ran out on my mom.

Yes, guys! I ran out on my mom. Really, I secretly snucked out at night in the hard rain. I didn't want to live with her. I wasn't happy during the TWO months I lived in White Settlement. There was nothing to do. I didn't have any friends. It was the family and me. I felt like my mom wanted to control my life. No thanx.

I didn't left a Dear John letter for mom. I ran out on my mom to Hollywood in 1999. I haven't talk to them since then. I lost contact with them.

I got away with murder

2008-11-15T10:02:00.000-08:00

beating up miguel

The police have NEVER arrest me for beating up Miguel.

I got rid of him before he could report the crime.

He went missing.

In other words, I got away with murder.

11/14/08 pictures

2008-11-14T18:52:00.000-08:00

2008 november 14, friday

2008-11-14T09:01:00.000-08:00

7 am - washed the clothes. I was about to go out today, but Miguel is calling me at Noon. That's why I did the laundry.

I checked my email. Brian gave me one free hour wifi at McDonald's. He won it in monopoly. That was sweet of Brian. I told him about Miguel.

8:05 am - drying the clothes.

8:40 am - I took out the lynch and restarted the dryers.

9:05 am - folded the whites.

9:30 am - folded the colours.

10 am - The View

11 am - ABC 7 News

Noon - I Love Lucy.

Miguel didn't call me. Maybe, they didn't let him to use the phone or eating lunch. That's okay. He will call me later.

1 pm - Days Of Our Lives.

3 pm - Oprah

4 pm - ABC 7 news.

5 pm - King Of The Hill.

Eating a salad.

6 pm - Family Guy

7 pm - Saturday Night Live - all 3 episodes on the second disk.

10:25 pm - Are You Being Served

11 pm - The Simpsons

11/13/08 pictures

2008-11-13T21:38:00.001-08:00

2008 november 13, thursday

2008-11-13T09:18:00.000-08:00

Boring day!

I rested from grocery shopping at Vons. It's getting hot now. I brought 2 orange juices, pasta, cherry pie, lettuce & bread. Both cherry pies was crushed! I ate one on the couch.

I was getting cold. I turned off the fan. I continued watching KTLA news.

I watched TV throughout the day. I Love Lucy, Days Of Our Lives, Hawaii Five-O, Maya & Miguel, Oprah and more shows. I should put down my TV schedule in a separate blog. I won't have to repeat myself with the TV shows.

This afternoon, I checked my email. This fag sent me a nasty email. This morning, his screen name, TexasBoyWest, caught my attention. Hmm, why? I'm from Texas too. I sent him an email.

What part of Texas are you from? I gave up my cowboy hat for a hollywood star.

That's all I say. I noticed his hateful email.

TexasBoyWest: Fucking gross dude. Read my profile.

What the hell? I have no ideal why he was being so damn hateful. I was being friendly in my email.

I sent the bitch another email.

Why are you giving me attitude? Please stop giving me attitude. I asked you a simple question. What part of Texas are you from?

I just wondered what part of Texas. We may come from Dallas or Fort Worth. Oh well. I hoped he don't respond back. With attitude like that, who wants to be friends with the low life? Not me!

After 6 PM - Miguel just called me. He is staying at Dream Center. He will stay for couple more months for rehab. That's the best news I heard. I'm happy that Miguel is getting the help he needs. The rest is up to him. I hoped Miguel stick with the program. May God guide him through his recovery to a successful sober life. Also, he is going to class there too. All right!

"Are they treating you right?" I asked.

"Yes."

He asked about his ID and his papers. I don't think I have them. He wondered if Maricela call. Nope. I sent her an email few days ago; I explained Miguel does NOT live with me any more. I'm glad he finally call me. I haven't seen Miguel in three full weeks. It was good to hear his voice. He will call me again tomorrow at Noon. I was planning of going somewhere, but it can wait. I mentioned he have some mail. I told him what mail he has.

No, I didn't videotape the conversation. I wished I had thou.

I had a salad. I watched the last fifteen minutes of Family Guy. I watched Extra.

Great News!!! I found Miguel's ID. I don't have SS card thou. He need a new one.

I looked for the card. Nope. He need to get a new one. At least, he have his ID. That's good enough for right now.

11/12/08 pictures

2008-11-12T21:28:00.001-08:00

2008 november 12, wednesday

2008-11-12T09:03:00.000-08:00

This will be another slow day. If there is nothing to write about, there may not be a blog on that day.

I checked my account. I noticed that LADWP haven't take out the money; $5.16. I looked at the web site. The water bill was paid few days ago; it was my first time to paid online. I think it will be couple more days it will show up on the account.

I ate some cinnamon toast for breakfast with a glass of milk.

I did the same thing I did yesterday - TV and the web.

I watched Prison Break and American Dad online. Prison Break was so intense. It was a great episode. American Dad was too funny.

I had some pasta for supper.

I watched a interesting program on PBS 28. Monarchy: The Royal Family at Work was the Queen's visit to celebrate the 400 Anniversary of Jamestown, the first English settlement in the Americas in 2007. The second hour was the white house with The President and the First Lady. The queen stopped by for the Kentucky Derby.

I couldn't stop watching that program. It caught my attention. My eyes was on the show! LOL.

slow boring day

2008-11-11T23:16:00.000-08:00

I watched TV and the web all day long.

That's all I did.

There is nothing to write when life is boring.

LOL

I need more friends.

Then, I could visit them.

I only have Brian and Pete.

I haven't see Taylor in ages.

Miguel is long gone.

I got rid of Miguel.

No one will hear from him ever again.

I have never been to Pete/Brian's new apartment since they moved earlier this year to the valley.

It is hard to meet new friends in person.

I don't think I will get more friends any time soon.

I am quite shy and complicated.

Lost 1.5 lb in a year

2008-11-11T21:59:00.000-08:00

Both pictures for this date...November 11, 2007 AND 2008.

Yes, you read that right.

I lost only 1.5 lb in a year.

11/11/08 pictures

2008-11-11T21:46:00.000-08:00

11/10/08 pictures

2008-11-10T19:34:00.000-08:00

2008 november 10, monday

2008-11-10T18:07:00.000-08:00

7 am - I woke up and watched the KTLA news.

9:45 am - It was an adventure of searching for a cart. Man, I went all over Sunset, Santa Monica and Sunset again.

The first stop was Echo Park. I looked at Walgreens. They didn't have it. I came upon a rubik's cube key chain. I brought it. I went to the next door of the grocery store. I didn't knew it exist till Miguel and I went there last month or two. It was a really nice grocery store. They didn't have it either.

I went to the .99 cent store, the same one where I think I brought the cart. They only have one on the wall. No thanx. I went to the smally crappy God awful grocery store across from the new spanking one. No luck.

I waited for the bus. I thought about going to the REAL .99 cent store in silverlake. Bus 2 came. I stayed at the bus stop. Rapid 704 picked me up. I decided to look for the cart at Smart Final. I played the cube. I got off the bus on Western/Santa Monica. I realized there was another .99 cent store on the left side of Western. I crossed the street. I walked down the street. I came upon the store. I saw them on top. I took one down. I felt like it wasn't that strong. I didn't buy it.

I went to Smart & Final. I noticed a red cart by the exit. It was someone's else. I looked around. They didn't have any. I walked up to Western/Santa Monica. Hey! Home Depot was close by. The bus came. Forget it. A lot of people got on the bus. That bus was pack! I waited for the next bus. I got off at Sunset. I walked down to Home Depot. I looked everywhere for it. Suprisedly, there was none. I went to OSH down the block. Nope, I struck out again. I went to Food 4 Less. I looked around. I went to the frozen section. There were a role of carts on top. I took one down. I didn't like the feel of the handle. Even those wasn't that strong. I just went home.

12:35 pm - I was so damn hot. I looked at the time. 12:35 PM. Good. I didn't miss Days Of Our Lives. I ate frosted flakes and some milk.

1 pm - Days Of Our Lives. It was a good episode. Sami was nude and stuck in the bathroom. She didn't want to be nude in front of the FBI agent. She stayed in the bathroom, complained out loud and make noises. Bo and Hope discussed the murder case. They felt like Nicole is innosence; the prime suspect is still Max's sister, Melanie. Nick and Melanie celebrated her birthday. At the end of the show, Melanie wanted some cake. Nick went to get a knife and FLASHBACK! We learned that Melanie and Trent was fighting at the graveyeard. Trent pushed her down. She was black out. Nick saw everything. He got the knife from the ground and stabbed Trent in the back.

I saw Family Guy online. Pretty funny stuff. Stewie hates the new dog. I decided to send Marisela an email about Miguel. I told her that Miguel is no longer staying with me and I haven't seen him over two weeks. Few minutes later, she sent an email. She is sorry about Miguel and wished we will be friends no matter what. That is so nice of her.

3:30 pm - Maya & Miguel. Love that show. Miguel loves that show too.

4 pm - Ellen. I cooked tuna helper during the show.

5 pm - King Of The Hill. I ate the supper during the second episode.

6 pm - Family Guy.

6:35 pm - Pete called when I was in the restroom. I would call him later.

7 pm - Extra

7:30 pm - Access Hollywood.

8 pm - Dancing With The Stars

9:30 pm - Samatha Who?

10 pm - KTLA news.

11/9/08 pictures

2008-11-09T20:56:00.000-08:00

This is my hair after two weeks and one day since I cut it.

915 prepaid minutes

2008-11-08T22:36:00.000-08:00

915 prepaid minutes

I took back my new cell phone to tmobile.

It was a big waste of money.

I hardly talk on the phone.

The prepaid phone is much much better for me.

I still have 915 minutes left.

Like I said, the other phone is a waste of money.

I have no need for it.

2008 november 8, saturday

2008-11-08T20:30:00.000-08:00

Today was very pleasant and hot day.

I took the new cell phone back to Tmobile. It IS a huge waste of money with the two year contract. I still have 915 minutes on the prepaid phone. Those minutes are good enough for me. I really don't need a monthly phone bill. I hardly talk on the phone that much. The prepaid suits me better. I won't have to worry about the monthly bills.

I had 10 minutes to kill till Tmobile open at 11 PM. I waited at the bus stop on Western. I noticed a guy was waiting at the front door. I forgot some stuff on the phone. I quickly turned on the phone. I deleted all the pictures. There were some naughty ones! LOL. Then, I closed down all my email accounts on the phone. Now, no one can look at my emails.

The latino went into Tmobile. I climbed over the wall and went straight to the store. A lady worker saw me coming to the cashier. I explained I need to return my phone because I lost my job. She took care of me. She couldn't payu me back in cash. They didn't have any cash in the back. They will send me a check.

I went to Best Buy to look at the prepaid phones. One prepaid phone costs too damn much. Sadly, it was the phone I want. Oh well, Blackberry can't fail me now. I really need it! I looked at the game and the DVDs. There was any TV shows I want.

I went to Target for the prepaid phones. They don't have a good collection from tmobile. I looked at the tv shows and movies. I was tempted to get some movies, but I don't want to spend any more money. I spent a lot this month and it was only November 8. The xmas stuff was already up. They have some halloween stuff on the back wall, near xmas stuff.

I came upon some alarm clocks. I want another one for the livingroom. Miguel took the old one when he moved to the motel for a week. Sadly, he lost everything, including the alarm clock. I missed having a clock in the livingroom. I can tell time easy. I brought me the new pink clock. This clock have different colors for the time. It was pretty neat.

I took bus 4 home. I was about to get another cart for the groceries. I could do that later this week. I really need a new cart. I throw away the last one few months ago; the wheels were messed up.

I watched 3 episodes of Hole In The Wall on Hulu. That show was so so. I don't like it that much. My neighbor stopped by during the beginning of the third episode. He wanted to use my patio for his plants and trees; they told him that it was getting crowded by his place. I mentioned that I hardly use the patio. He was welcome to use it.

I watched the first ever episode of Barney Miller. Man, I don't think I ever saw his family on that show. The producers dropped the family in the second season. I made some kool-aid and lemonade. I was hungry. I didn't eat lunch. I had frosted flakes and milk for breakfast. I used the meat the lady gave me few days ago. I used the knife and cut me a thich meat. I made a sanwich. The meat was quite good. I watched Casper The Friendly Ghost. I finished the sandwich.

For the rest of the day, I relaxed and the web. That was basically my day.

11/8/08 pictures

2008-11-08T20:20:00.000-08:00

11/7/08 pictures

2008-11-07T21:13:00.000-08:00

2008 november 7, friday

2008-11-07T19:25:00.000-08:00

Today was a great day.

I picked up my mail at the post office.

I went to Target to kill some 20 minutes till Best Buy open at 9. I tried the barcode on the phone. I couldn't make it work for the Target stuff. I looked at the DVDs. Hmm, the first and second season on Saturday Night Live is on sale for $24.99 each. I was tempted to buy them. Even the first season of Prison Break is on sale for $19.99. I was tempted to buy that show too.

I went to Best Buy. I looked at the DVDs. Saturday Night Live was not on sale. I checked Amazon on the phone. It wasn't on sale on the site. I looked at Norton 360. My anti virus expired 15 days ago. I checked the other virus programs. Norton is the better deal. I paid for the stuff. I didn't want a bag for the stuff. I put it in the backpack outside.

I went back to Target. I couldn't pass up a great deal. I got Saturday Night Live and Prison Break. Pete called me during the checkout. I told him about SNL. He was quite pleased. He remembered Chevy Chase, Dan Aykroyd, John Belushi and others. I think Pete watch SNL in those days.

I went home. I was hungry. I didn't eat breakfast. I had some Cheerios. I watched the news for a little while. I unstalled the anit virus and put on the new one on the computer. I'm glad I have Norton 360. The computer runs just fine.

I caught up on the TV shows I missed. I watched Family Guy, American Dad and Prison Break. Oops, I missed Days Of Our Lives. LOL. I was more interest in Prison Break.

I watched Oprah, Ellen and the news again.

I went to Vons for some milk, bread and shrimp. I'm glad I checked the shrimp. It was on SALE! YES!! I brought three bags! I went outside. I fixed the cart with the food. I ate a cherry pie along the way.

I was home. I was extremely hot. I left the door opened. I watched Family Guy.

I haven't watch my british comedies in a while. I put it on KOCE 50. I will watch them every friday night once again. I got to have my british humor! Waiting for God, Keeping Up Appearance, As Time Goes By and Are You Being Served.

11/6/08 pictures

2008-11-06T21:49:00.000-08:00

Two Weeks

2008-11-06T19:04:00.000-08:00

Today have been two weeks since I last saw Miguel.

Miguel have not call me.

Miguel have not show up.

It's very peaceful in my life.

I talked to the apartment manager for a while.

I mentioned I have not hear from Miguel.

He was quite please to hear that.

I revealed Miguel wanted to get married over the summer.

No thanx.

That will be a big mistake.

Why marry to a lifetime of sadness and headache?

It is not worth it.

I won't go through that pain again.

He mentioned that he saw Miguel couple days ago.

Miguel was with two guys.

He believed he stays at the dream center.

Maybe, the dream center will help him with his life.

After all, he has no one else to get help.

11/5/08 pictures

2008-11-05T21:37:00.000-08:00

11/4/08 pictures

2008-11-04T19:28:00.001-08:00

Not Voting

2008-11-04T08:59:00.000-08:00

I decided I won't vote.

It's my decision and MY RIGHT!

My point is EVERYONE need to live with the outcome.

Change is good as long the new president gets the job done.

11/3/08 pictures

2008-11-03T22:23:00.001-08:00

2008 november 3, monday

2008-11-03T18:09:00.000-08:00

It was a very slow day.

I didn't do much.

I watched some TV.

I messed with the phone for a little bit.
I discovered that there is no way to rename my pictures on the cell phone.
DAMN!
That sucks big time.
I was hoping I could do it.

They need to put a FORWARD button on the phone for the web; it has a back button.
They might already have a forward that I don't know about.

They have no other choice for the clock; only the old fashioned clock.

I txt my long time friend, Milton, during I Love Lucy. I haven't talk to him in ages. I called him. It went to voice mail. I recieved a txt. He was busy, beating a deadline at work. He mentioned to call him after 2 pm, which I did. He haven't met the deadline yet. He would call me later.

That pretty sums up my day. It is now 6:20 PM.

Tonight, Dancing With The Stars, Samatha Who & the local news.

Talk to u later.

11/2/08 pictures

2008-11-02T18:46:00.000-08:00

11/1/08 pictures

2008-11-02T18:36:00.000-08:00

I was planning of taking two set of pics with and without the beard. It was one FULL WEEK since I cut my hair last Saturday. I didn't have time; friends showed up in the afternoon and there we went on the phone hunt.